Kawaikereba Hentai demo Suki ni Natte Kuremasu ka? Volume 11 Epilogue

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Epilogue

That day, once classes came to an end, Keiki made his way to the library room. He entered the room that was filled with dusty books and a moldy smell. After he had waited for a brief moment, Yuika entered.

“Did you wait long, Keiki-senpai?”

“No, I just got here myself.”

“I’m glad to hear that.” She showed a faint smile and grabbed the hem of her skirt. “So, today…”

“Yeah, I finally have an answer. I’m sorry that you had to wait until today.”

“You can say that again. Yuika thought you might have forgotten about it.” Yuika pouted.

Keiki knew that she was allowed to have that reaction after he had made her wait for around a month. But, thanks to that, he had finally managed to face his own feelings.

“Can Yuika hear your response then?”

“Yeah.”

Keiki stood up, facing Yuika. Her green eyes were gazing directly at Keiki, waiting for what he would say next.

“…Sorry. I can’t respond to your feelings, Yuika-chan.”

He couldn’t go out with Yuika. That was the answer Keiki had arrived at.

“Is… that so…?” Yuika muttered quietly, showing no emotions at first. “Yuika had prepared herself for the possibility that she might get rejected.”

“……”

“She wanted to properly give up after being rejected. She doesn’t want to be a bother for Senpai and be regarded as a woman you wouldn’t want to have around… She had planned on giving up…”

“Yuika-chan…?”

A tear ran down her cheek. She was crying so silently that Keiki wouldn’t have realized it if he wasn’t looking at her.

“Please tell Yuika. How should a normal girl react? Should she think of the other person, and give up with a smile? If so, then Yuika—won’t be able to become a normal girl!”

“Wha…? Woah?!”

It was like Keiki had relived that time. Just like on the day he had found out about Yuika’s sadistic nature, Keiki was pushed down on the ground, landing on his behind, and Yuika hopped on top of him.

“Yuika-chan?! What are you—?”

“Shut up for a second!”

“Bguh?!”

To rob Keiki of his ability to speak, she covered his face with something. It felt soft, warm, and gave off a certain amount of volume and elasticity. It felt oddly familiar to him…

Wait, is this Yuika-chan’s butt?!

Indeed, what was pressing down on Keiki’s face was Yuika’s butt, covered with pink fabric. She rubbed her butt around like she was marking him with her smell. With both his nose and mouth covered, Keiki found himself unable to breathe. All he could do was groan.

“It seems like Yuika was too naive. She should have done this from the start.” She said with a cold tone. “Yuika will make you choose, Keiki-senpai. Will you take back your previous words and become Yuika’s lover, or live on to become Yuika’s pig for the rest of your life?”

“Mmmgh…?!”

Become her lover or her pig? Neither choice was favorable for Keiki.

“Ah, but you can’t talk like this, right? Then let’s do it like this. If you want to become Yuika’s lover, tap your right hand on the floor, and if you want to become her pig, tap your left hand on the floor.” The girl explained the rules like this was just a game.

And with her butt still on his face, she forced the choice onto Keiki.

“Now, Keiki-senpai. Which will you choose?”

“Mgguh…”

Keiki himself started to sweat profusely, but the sweet scent coming from her behind made his head spin. Though he felt physical pain, he also felt relieved.

Yeah, Yuika-chan feels way more normal when she’s sadistic, after all.

Although she often resorted to physical violence, she was cuter than any other sadist in the world. That was the true identity of Koga Yuika. But, even so, Keiki couldn’t accept her love nonetheless.

“Guh…!”

Tap, tap, tap.

Keiki tapped both his hands on the floor. He hoped that would get across that he had no plans of doing either.

“…Why? Why is Yuika not good enough?! After she acted nice, after she acted like a normal girl, you still won’t choose her?!”

“Mguh!” Keiki still could barely breathe, and just groaned again.

“Even though… Even though Yuika likes you this much, even though she only has Keiki-senpai…!” Yuika let her feelings flow out of her, and her movement finally stopped.

“Please… take responsibility…”

“Guh…?!”

“The responsibility for having made Yuika soft like this…!”

“………”

As she said that, large tears fell down onto Keiki’s chest. She must be talking about the first time they had met in the library. She told Keiki that she had loved him ever since. When he heard that, he felt happy, yet sad at the same time.

“…Sorry.”

The girl had finally calmed down, and was sitting on the ground next to Keiki like like a puppy that had been scolded.

“…Are you not going to choose Yuika, Keiki-senpai?”

“Yeah, I can’t.”

“Your answer won’t change?”

“Yeah, it won’t change.”

“Is Yuika not good enough?”

“Yeah, it can’t be you.”

Everytime Keiki responded, it felt like sharp needles stabbing his chest. And the person being told these words must be hurting even more.

“I was really happy to hear you say that you were willing to become a normal girl for me. When you acted normally, you were really cute, and I might have been able to fall in love with you.”

He thought he had been done dealing with perverts. They would never consider his opinion. They were always sexually harassing him and treating him like their plaything. That’s why Keiki had felt really happy to hear Yuika say she would be willing to become a normal girl.

“But I don’t want others to change themselves for me. I don’t want them to kill themselves. Nobody will be happy if one party just has to hold back.”

That was the origin of Keiki’s sense of discomfort with Yuika’s confession. Because of what Mao had said, he finally realized it.

“It all makes sense now. That you being a sadist is just the same as me liking big breasts.”

“That example is the worst, you know.”

“Who am I to change your interests? If someone told me to start liking small breasts now, I doubt I would be able to do it.”

“This really is the worst.”

Yeah, that it is. All this time, Keiki had said that it had to be a normal girl or nothing, and yet in the very last moment, he had done a complete 180.

“I realized it thanks to you, Yuika-chan. Everyone has their own interests, and that’s what makes them special. That’s what makes them irreplaceable.”

“Keiki-senpai…”

“I don’t want you to force yourself to change. But I also can’t become what you want me to.”

Keiki didn’t feel any excitement from being treated badly by a girl. He hated being stepped on, and he’d feel sad if he were insulted. That was why he couldn’t become a masochistic pig for Koga Yuika.

“That’s why… I’m sorry. I can’t go out with you.” Keiki finished telling Yuika his feelings. She stood up and gave him a glance that made it clear she still didn’t feel satisfied.

“…Is that all?”

“Huh?”

“Is that the only reason why you rejected such a cute Kouhai?”

“……”

“Tell Yuika. With your own mouth.”

“…Yeah.”

This wasn’t the place to hide it any longer, and the girl knew that. That was why she wanted to hear it. Even more than that, Keiki didn’t want to lie to someone who had confessed with all her heart. Even if someone ends up hurt, even if someone ends up crying, his feelings wouldn’t change.

“I have someone I like.”