Ore Ga Suki Nano Wa Imouto Dakedo Imouto Janai Volume 11 Chapter 4

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Towano Chikai

The sound of the manuscript pages being flipped over and over filled the room. But once that was finally over, I came back from my trance and let out a sigh.

ā€œ…So you were serious.ā€

ā€œYes.ā€

Suzuka was the one who answered my sigh, which had originally been directed at nobody. Giving the manuscript one last glance, I returned it to Suzuka.

It was the day after our fulfilling date, which had ended in our first shared kiss. That being said, the gleeful atmosphere from yesterday had vanished, and we were now fighting yet another obstacle. The obstacle in question was the manuscript for the popular light novel ā€œThe story about a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to cope,ā€ written by Towano Chikai. Itā€™s a little sister novel with lovey-dovey siblings which contains all of Suzukaā€™s feelings for me. The quality this time around was as marvelous as always, which made a light novel fan like myself excited beyond belief. There was one big problem, however—

ā€œ…It really is the final volume, huh?ā€

The instant I finished reading it, I was assaulted by a huge feeling of loss. Just as Suzuka had announced yesterday, this very manuscript would set the foundation for the final volume of her series. It wasnā€™t a story that would keep going endlessly, and Iā€™ve gotten used to seeing series end like this.

Every time something like this happened, especially when it was a series I truly adored, it felt like I fell into the abyss of despair and sadness, but nothing of this sort had ever happened before. It felt like I had lost the basis for my entire life—or rather, like I was losing the light to walk down a path I had previously dropped everything to walk down.

…Either way, though I canā€™t explain it in more literary terms, the gist of it was that it shocked me like nothing ever before. But before I could give in to this feeling of emptiness, there was something I had to check first and foremost.

ā€œWhyā€¦ did it suddenly endā€¦?ā€ I carefully asked Suzuka.

ā€œMy novel is a written form of my feelings for you, Onii-chan. That is the reason for this very last volume.ā€

ā€œ…Basically?ā€

ā€œ…The two of us have achieved mutual love. Since thatā€™s the case, thereā€™s no need to keep writing anymore…Or rather, it would be more accurate to say that I cannot write anymore.ā€ Suzuka explained with a slightly saddened smile.

Hearing this explanation, I was at a loss for words. The only words I could think of were ā€˜I thought soā€™. Thinking back to all the things Suzuka had said up until now, her reasoning made perfect sense, and I have always kept this possibility in mind…That being said, hearing it from Suzukaā€™s mouth directly it still is a bit of a shock. Naturally, itā€™s not like I had any ground to try and tell her she shouldnā€™t.

ā€œI seeā€¦ā€

After resting in silence for a second, I returned a rather aloof response. It was a shame, but considering the state of things and our feelings towards that matter, it would be unreasonable to ask her to rethink this decision.

ā€œAre you fine with this? You wonā€™t regret this, will you?ā€

ā€œOf course not. When you think about the reason I started writing, this is the obvious result. Naturally, I do feel a bit sad knowing that itā€™s over, butā€¦ this was inevitable.ā€

ā€œI seeā€¦ā€ were the only words I could say in response.

Now that Suzuka herself has accepted it, I have nothing more to say.

ā€œ…Onii-chan.ā€

I kept quiet thinking about what she had said, but Suzuka suddenly directed an awfully serious gaze at me.

ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€ Overwhelmed by this, I gulped.

ā€œMy novel—No, my career as a light novel author—ends here. I canā€™t write anymore.ā€

ā€œThatā€™s why—ā€ she continued.

ā€œ…You donā€™t have to give up on your dream for my sake again, Onii-chan.ā€

ā€œ…What do you mean?ā€

ā€œYou turned down the light novel grand prize, which you had always dreamed of winning, for my sake, right? However, that reason is gone now.ā€ Suzuka didnā€™t avert her eyes, and she spoke in a clear tone. ā€œI should have said this the moment we ended up in mutual love…But, back then, my brain was just focused on…f-flirting with Onii-chan day in, day out, so I couldnā€™t say itā€¦ā€ Suzuka went beet red, fidgeting.

…N-Now that she mentions it, it completely slipped my mind with all the confession ruckus going on.

ā€œ…That being said, going on this date with you yesterday…a-and even…sharing a k-k-kissā€¦! When I realized that we had truly become lovers, this is what I thought to myself. I have to face this problem head-on now.ā€

Suzuka held one hand on her chest, slowly closing her eyes, only to open them up again, brimming with determination.

ā€œAs I told you before, my happiness is Onii-chanā€™s happiness. Itā€™s your job to chase your own dream and grasp it with your own two hands. Thatā€™s why I want you to become a full-fledged light novel author.ā€

ā€œSuzukaā€¦ā€

ā€œSince I will give up on being a light novel author, there is no need for you to stay as my stand-in anymore…E-Even without that, the two of us have become one. In short, every reason that could have stopped you from chasing your dream has vanished.ā€ She spoke with confidence, but I could see a faint glimmer of anxiety in her eyes.

She must be worried that Iā€™m going to try to find a reason yet again to throw away my dream. I understood the kindness behind her intentions in its fullest. Butā€¦ that worry was unneeded, I guess.

To be honest, all Suzuka has said makes perfect sense about now, and thereā€™s nothing I can say against it. Nor was I planning on doing so, because I had been thinking this as well.

The day Suzuka and I basically became a couple—the day she said that her happiness was my own happiness—I felt what seemed like a wall inside of me disappear, a wall which had forced me to prioritize Suzuka. With everything happening, Iā€™ve kind of lost track of it, but now that I have a clear mind about it, itā€™s just as Suzuka said. I have no reason to give up on my dream anymore.

ā€œ…Yeah. Iā€™m still aiming to become a light novel author.ā€ I accepted this reality and nodded.

ā€œO-Onii-chanā€¦!ā€ Suzuka said as tears started building in her eyes, a bright smile on her face.

ā€œThank you, Suzuka. If you had said that you were going to give up on being a light novel author for my sake, I might have notā€¦ā€

ā€œW-What are you saying? Just as I said, the reason I decided to stop being a light novel author is because I myself cannot write anymore!ā€

ā€œI-I know that. Iā€™m not doubting you.ā€

Knowing how kind and considerate Suzuka is, it wasnā€™t exactly unthinkable, but I know she wouldnā€™t be lying to me now, so that was one reason. The second reason, which had forced me to keep this novel I wrote, full of my feelings for Suzuka, locked away from the world, had vanished as well. Suzuka knows about my feelings about her, so thereā€™s no need to hide anything.

…Basically, everything that had stopped me from going back to chasing my dream had vanished in front of my eyes.

ā€œHauuuā€¦! Onii-chanā€™s determined expression is so cool after allā€¦!ā€

ā€œEh?! D-Did I make that kind of face?!ā€

I felt happy when Suzuka told me that, but at the same time, it was awfully embarrassing.

ā€œW-Well, you know. Deciding to chase my dream now feels like turning down the grand light novel prize sure was a waste.ā€

ā€œAh…I-Iā€™m sorry…all for my sakeā€¦!ā€

ā€œAh, no, youā€™re wrong, okay?! Iā€™m not blaming you or anything. I just thought about it!ā€ I frantically tried to calm Suzuka down, who looked close to breaking out in tears.

Really, sheā€™s so kind and honest, itā€™s killing me…in a good way, that is.

ā€œIt canā€™t be helped now that itā€™s in the past. In reality, I managed to win the grand light novel prize, so Iā€™ll just try and debut with another publisher,ā€ I said with a grin, trying to give Suzuka some relief.

As a matter of fact, there is no other option but this. Itā€™s a shame that I wasted such a big chance like that, but I donā€™t regret it at all. Itā€™s just about me going back to my old days.

ā€œ…No, Onii-chan.ā€

ā€œItā€™s fine. One day, Iā€™ll definitely make it up there again. It couldnā€™t have only been luck that I won it last time…probably.ā€

Suzuka started shaking her head, so I tried to calm her down, but—

ā€œYouā€™re wrong, Onii-chan. That is not what I wanted to say.ā€

Not knowing what Suzuka was trying to say, I just tilted my head in confusion…Is she worried that I wonā€™t be able to win another light novel grand prize?

ā€œSince youā€™re you, Onii-chan, I have no doubts that youā€™ll be able to win again.ā€

ā€œThen what are you talking about?ā€

ā€œItā€™s not like I have a problem or anything…Iā€™m trying to say that there is another path that would allow you to become a light novel author.ā€

ā€œEh?!ā€

A-Another path for becoming a light novel authorā€¦? What is she talking about?

ā€œIt is a path that I would like you to take if possible.ā€

ā€œW-What are you talking about? Is there another way to debut aside from winning a grand prize? And why would you prefer itā€¦?ā€ I was confused and didnā€™t know what Suzuka was referring to.

Suzukaā€™s next words inflicted an even greater shock on me.

ā€œThat isā€¦ for Onii-chan to become Towano Chikai in my stead.ā€

ā€œ…………Huh?ā€

Naturally, I had no idea what Suzuka was talking about, but the more these words repeated themselves in my head, the more clearer the meaning became.

ā€œ…W-What are you talking aboutā€¦?!ā€

ā€œExactly what I said. I canā€™t write a novel as Towano Chikai anymore. And because of that, I want Onii-chan to keep writing novels as Towano Chikai in my stead.ā€ Suzuka spoke as calmly as ever.

Giving me no indication that she was joking she fixed me with a serious gaze.

ā€œD-Donā€™t be ridiculous! Thatā€™s justā€¦! Iā€™m supposed to inherit the name of Towano Chikai?! As if I could do that!ā€ I said, unable to accept Suzukaā€™s idea.

ā€œWhy?ā€

ā€œWhyā€¦?! Because youā€™re Towano Chikai, Suzuka. Iā€™m just your stand-in. A fake, nothing more. Even if I have the pen name, I canā€™t just inherit a name as big as Towano Chikai.ā€

ā€œI personally think youā€™re more than fit for this. Have you forgotten that both of us are Towano Chikai? Why would you not be able to inherit the name?ā€

ā€œYou say that, but our duties were way too different. I was just being Towano Chikaiā€™s face on the outside, but I didnā€™t actually touch anything concerning the novel. And alsoā€¦ā€

ā€œAnd also?ā€

ā€œ…Towano Chikai is something like a genius author. The quality of every volume quite frankly is insane, and although Iā€™m not as excited about it as Shinozaki-san, Iā€™m sure that the name will go down in light novel history. Like a golden existence. And now youā€™re telling me to inherit that nameā€¦ Nobody could hope to achieve the same!ā€

ā€œNo, Onii-chan should be able to do so. Rather, youā€™re the only person whoā€™d be able to achieve this, Onii-chan.ā€

Suzuka immediately denied my statement.

ā€œ…H-How can you be so confident about that? Youā€™re not just seeing things in a favorable light because itā€™s me, right?ā€


ā€œOf course not. From an objective point of view, Iā€™m confident that youā€™ll be able to inherit the name of Towano Chikai.ā€ Suzuka said with no hesitation whatsoever, her gaze as confident as ever.

ā€œHow can you be so sure about thatā€¦?ā€

ā€œFrom my position as Towano Chikai, that is obvious.ā€

ā€œYour position as Towano Chikai?ā€

ā€œYes. Just as you know, my novel is basically a written version of my feelings for you. That is how the novel ā€˜The story of a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to copeā€™ was born.ā€

ā€œ…Th-Thinking about it, creating a novel with feelings like that is pretty amazingā€¦ā€

ā€œBut the opposite is true, as well. All I had were my feelings for you. No talent whatsoever. If I donā€™t put any more feelings for Onii-chan in there, I cannot write. However—ā€ Suzuka continued.

ā€œThe fact that I have succeeded in writing a novel like this with just my feelings shows that I can trust in you.ā€

ā€œW-What do you mean?ā€

Before Suzuka gave me a clear answer, she took out a different manuscript than the one I had read before and showed it to me…Wait, this isā€¦?!

ā€œI-I have taken the liberty of reading the novel you won the grand prize withā€¦ā€

Yes, this was the entry novel that won me the grand light novel prize, ā€˜The story of me and my little sister.ā€™ When we came home yesterday evening, Suzuka asked for permission to read it. Since she already knew my feelings, there was no need to hide it anymore. Though having her read about all of my emotions was awfully embarrassing, the same was true for both of us, so I just handed it over quietly.

ā€œI-I seeā€¦ and how was it?ā€

I would have loved to avoid asking for her impressions, but my curiosity as an author got the better of me.

ā€œI-It was a wonderful novel, and it shows lots of your emotions. I read this novel over and over again last night, and every time it was so clear how much you love your little sister. It was so amazing that my heart was about to burst. This makes it no surprise to me that you won the grand prizeā€¦!ā€

…Ugh, this is badā€¦! Itā€™s so embarrassingā€¦! But Iā€™m also really happyā€¦! Hearing it from Suzuka directly is oddly precious to me.

ā€œW-Well, thanks for thatā€¦ B-But you knowā€¦ about your detailed impressions…itā€™s a bit too embarrassing, so maybe if you could…notā€¦?ā€

That being said, this felt like some kind of torture, so I asked Suzuka to hold back a bit.

ā€œWhat are you saying?! This is the little sister novel you wrote, Onii-chan! Your love towards little sisters—your love towards me—is overflowing from this! I couldnā€™t be happier that you did the exact same thing as me! This isnā€™t just a light novel, this is a treasure for all of humanity! Every single human on earth should be forced to read this for school!ā€

ā€œYouā€™re on the same level as Shinozaki-san now?!ā€

Suzuka however did the exact opposite of what I asked for, and instead started praising my novel even more, growing more and more enthusiastic.

ā€œI-I get it already. I understood that you really like this novelā€¦ā€

ā€œAhh, the two of us really share a single heartā€¦ To think that we would both put our emotions and feelings into a novelā€¦ We really are soulmates!ā€

ā€œYouā€™re not listening at all! Hey, come back already!ā€

Suzuka gazed at the ceiling in a daze, holding both her hands to her cheeks as she muttered to herself. That just showed how much she valued this novel.

ā€œ…Listen, Suzuka. About you stopping as an author, and me debuting with my own novelā€¦ Basically, Towano Chikai has to finish his current series and move on to his next one, but the editor has to give the okay for that.ā€

ā€œW-Why? Itā€™s a novel from Towano Chikai, so should that really matter?ā€

ā€œItā€™s important because the novel is different. As you know, your series is insanely popular. If you publish a new volume, it will sell. Itā€™s something that the publisher will spare no expense printing. If you finish it and move on to a new series, you might never know if itā€™ll also end up as a hit, so you canā€™t act rashly, okay?ā€

ā€œT-That might be true, butā€¦ The fact that itā€™ll be written by Towano Chikai doesnā€™t change, does it? Wonā€™t it have similar results?ā€

ā€œNo, that isnā€™t the case,ā€ I shook my head. ā€œThis industry isnā€™t that simple. Though a lot of fans of the genre exist, there are only few fans who will follow an author personally, and a lot of these probably only really follow one series from said author. Just because itā€™s the same author doesnā€™t mean that a series will sell just as well. Thereā€™s been a lot of cases where a popular author releases their next work and it ends up a total flop.ā€

ā€œH-However, I really canā€™t write any more.ā€

ā€œ…That might be the case normally, but we shouldnā€™t rush things. Since the current series is ending, and weā€™re proposing a new one, we have to consult Shinozaki-san either way.ā€

ā€œThatā€¦ is trueā€¦ā€

Suzuka wanted to argue against my reasoning, but she found herself unable to do so. She had decided to stop her current series so that I could succeed her as Towano Chikai with a new one. However, those are just our own circumstances. Light novels are created by both the author and the publisher. I knew very well that itā€™ll all work out only if we work together. If you try to be pushy about these sorts of things, you might be excluded from the world of light novels right away.

That would end up betraying all of Towano Chikaiā€™s current faithful readers. As a fellow fan myself, I canā€™t allow that to happen.

ā€œWhat happened, Onii-chan?ā€

ā€œ…If we talk about this with Shinozaki-san, she might be willing to understand, but I think we have to do so in person, and not via email or a phone call.ā€

ā€œTh-Thatā€™s rightā€¦ Iā€™ll join you when the time comes. Shinozaki-san and I tend to get along rather well, so Iā€™m sure she will understand!ā€

…Yeah, she said something very Shinozaki-san-like just nowā€¦

ā€œ…Ah! I will send her an email right away! Iā€™ll ask if we can meet up in person because I have something important to talk about!ā€ Suzuka said and immediately dashed out of the room. I guess I could ask her over the phone later as well, but sheā€™ll probably pick up on the fact that something is off.

…Or will she even understand us during this meeting? To the eyes of an outsider, this is just both of us being selfish. On top of that, we havenā€™t revealed that Suzuka isnā€™t actually the real Towano Chikai, so can we even convince her of it? And we canā€™t get her to agree to our proposal, what will happen?

Just thinking about it sent a shiver down my spine. Is this the kind of pressure that a professional light novel author has to deal with? Will I be able to live through this? …No, I guess since Iā€™m the one whoā€™s supposed to inherit the name ā€˜Towano Chikaiā€™, Iā€™ll have toā€¦

ā€œOnii-chan! I got an email back!ā€

ā€œSo fast?! Wait, thereā€™s a call coming?!ā€

While I was lost in thought, Suzuka returned and my phone started vibrating, notifying me of an incoming call. Either way, now that Iā€™ve decided to inherit the name of Towano Chikai, there was only one path to take. In order to grant Suzukaā€™s wish of me becoming Towano Chikai, and to grant my own dream.

ā€œH-Helloā€¦ā€

I steeled my resolve as Suzuka formed fists with her hands in anticipation. And then I answered the call.

*

ā€œThat sure surprised me. I never thought that Towano Chikai would ask for a direct meeting like this.ā€

The following day, Suzuka and I were sitting inside the main office of Sumeragi Publishing, inside the editorial departmentā€™s meeting room to be precise, with Shinozaki-san in front of us.

ā€œ…Iā€™m sorry. It was pretty abrupt.ā€

ā€œWell, I donā€™t mind. Today is the 28th, so this is the final day of the year, but I consider myself lucky to be able to meet with you like this,ā€ Shinozaki-san said, putting down plastic cups with coffee in front of Suzuka and I.

ā€œApologies that I had to come, too,ā€ Suzuka lowered her head.

ā€œDonā€™t be. Sensei and Imouto-san are almost like one entity. I would never consider you a bother. I almost feel like thanking you for coming here as well,ā€ She said with a kind smile. ā€œNow then—ā€

The smile she had showed us quickly disappeared, and it was replaced by a serious expression. Normally, she seemed like a lax person who always bothered me with nonsensical calls at the worst times, but she had the gaze of a proper editor right now.

ā€œSo what do you want to talk about? You mentioned that it was hard to talk about in your email and during our call.ā€

ā€œIt is indeed something very important,ā€ I answered with as much heaviness in my voice as I could.

Shinozaki-san narrowed her eyes to that. I took a deep breath and started saying what I had thought about yesterday.

ā€œThe thing is, I would like to end my series in the next volume.ā€

ā€œWhat?ā€ Shinozaki-sanā€™s eyebrow twitched in disbelief, but I continued.

ā€œI had a certain change of heart which wonā€™t allow me to continue the series. Itā€™s not that I donā€™t want to write it anymore, but more that I canā€™t. That being the case, I want to finish the series in the next volume.ā€

ā€œ…That sure is abrupt.ā€

Of course it was. I wouldnā€™t be surprised if Shinozaki-san was enraged to hear this. However, to my relief, she kept her gaze as sleepy and nonchalant as she always did.

ā€œWhat exactly is that change of heart about? Could I hear the details?ā€

ā€œ…No, thatā€™s something very personal, so I canā€™t disclose it. I just want you to believe me when I say that this decision wasnā€™t made lightly. Itā€™s not like I started hating writing itself, either. Not in the slightest. I just became unable to write on the series anymoreā€¦. So please believe meā€¦!ā€

Even I was aware that it was a half-hearted explanation. But I couldnā€™t tell her the truth. About how Suzuka and I had confessed to each other, and how Suzuka is the actual Towano Chikai. That I would inherit the name of Towano Chikai as well. They were all our secrets.

ā€œI never said I didnā€™t believe you,ā€ Shinozaki-san calmly responded. ā€œI told you before. Light novels arenā€™t something made with a machine, they are born from direct contact with an authorā€™s heart. So if the author says he canā€™t write anymore, thereā€™s no use in forcing them to continue.ā€

…Thatā€™s probably the correct way to approach it. Forcing someone to write something would only produce something mediocre.

ā€œIā€™m fairly certain that what youā€™re saying is the truth. Because of some unforeseen reason, youā€™ve become unable to work on your current series, and youā€™ve lost your passion for it. But you must understand that I canā€™t just say something complacent like ā€˜Is that so? I understandā€™, right?ā€

I just silently nodded. I was fully expecting this reaction.

ā€œFirst, I want to know the reason. Why did you suddenly start feeling that way? You mentioned that you couldnā€™t go into much detail, but if possible tell me everything you can.ā€

ā€œ…Yes. If I had to say it in one phrase, then all Iā€™m able to write in this series has already been done. The goal I had when I had started writing this series has now been taken care of. That would be the best way to describe it.ā€

This is exactly what Suzuka had said. She put her feelings for me into this novel. And now that her feelings have reached me, she canā€™t write this story any more.

ā€œI see, I really canā€™t think of anything that would cause that to be the case, but thatā€™s Senseiā€™s problem. The one thing I am a bit worried about is that Sensei will end up being unable to write little sister novels.ā€

ā€œNo, thatā€™s definitely not true.ā€ I immediately and confidently denied Shinozaki-sanā€™s assumption.

My feelings and passion towards little sister novels—No, little sisters in general—have not vanished in the slightest. Rather, with recent events, they have only gotten stronger. However, therein lies the difference. These are my feelings, but not Towano Chikaiā€™s, or in other words Suzukaā€™s. Iā€™m sure Suzukaā€™s passion hasnā€™t disappeared, either, but she has at the very least lost the reason to write this in her novels.

ā€œ…Hmm, so you havenā€™t lost your burning passion for little sister novels, but you finished what you set out to do in this series, and you want to end it now,ā€ Almost as if she had grasped my intentions, Shinozaki-san started muttering to herself.

However, she continued speaking with a clear tone.

ā€œI understand what you want to say. So let me start with my side. In short, I really canā€™t approve of this. Your series is as popular as it has been after the first volume, and I canā€™t see any reason for it to end this early. Then again, this is all I can say. I canā€™t force you to continue writing,ā€ Shinozaki-san said, taking a sip from her coffee.

ā€œ…Iā€™m sorry. I know that what Iā€™m saying sounds selfishā€¦ā€

ā€œAnd?ā€

ā€œEh?ā€

ā€œThereā€™s something else you wanted to talk about, right? You had a reason to end the current series, because you finished what you set out to do. Is that all?ā€

As expected from her, she caught on to it. When I mentally prepared myself to bring up the main part of our conversation, I realized that Suzuka was looking at me, slightly worried. I gave her a comforting smile, telling her with a gaze that everything was going to be fine, and turned around towards Shinozaki-san again.

ā€œ…Yes. Thatā€™s the main reason why I wanted to talk with you. I want to finish the current series with my next volume, and after that I want to start working on a new series,ā€ I said with as much of a serious gaze as I could muster.

ā€œ…Well, I guess this is how things would normally turn out,ā€ she said. She closed her eyes, lost in thought. ā€œTowano-sensei is our current star. If you were to end your current series, we would give the green light for a new one. Actually, itā€™s more like we should ask you to do so.ā€

ā€œTh-Then, does this mean that youā€™ll consider our wish?ā€ Suzuka, who had kept quiet this whole time, asked Shinozaki-san.

However, Shinozaki-san didnā€™t answer. Instead, she slowly opened her eyes to look at me.

ā€œIs there really no way for you to reconsider your decision concerning your current series?ā€

ā€œ…Iā€™m sorryā€¦ā€

My—No, our—response had already been decided, so there was no need to rethink it now. Of course, I did feel bad for Shinozaki-san. We had deceived her from the very beginning, and now weā€™re bothering her even more.

ā€œ……I understand. Though it pains me to end it already, now that Sensei has made up his mind on this, I wonā€™t push the matter any further. Hence, I will follow the procedure to end ā€˜The story of a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to copeā€™ in the next volume.ā€

ā€œā€œThank you very much.ā€ā€

Both Suzuka and I bowed to Shinozaki-san in gratitude. And even that probably wasnā€™t enough.

ā€œItā€™s still too early to thank me, Sensei.ā€

However, Shinozaki-sanā€™s words made us both raise our heads.

ā€œI only agreed to end your current series. Half of your request is left unanswered.ā€

ā€œHalf of our requestā€¦ā€

ā€œIā€™m talking about your new series, of course.ā€

After letting out a faint sigh, Shinozaki-san continued.

ā€œAs things stand, you would be ending your series rather abruptly. As a result, a lot of readers would probably think this ending was unnatural, am I right?ā€

Both Suzuka and I nodded.

ā€œBasically, even if you write a new series, it would be obvious that you had finished your current series early to start that one. In order to overcome any possible conflicts or disappointments, your future series has to be even better than your current one, you understand?ā€ She took another sip of her coffee.

As things stood, Shinozaki-sanā€™s argument was perfectly reasonable. If the new series didnā€™t surpass the current series, it would be a total disaster. In both the eyes of the readers, as well as the publisher. That was exactly the reaction I was expecting. However—

ā€œ…Could you have a look at this?ā€

ā€œ…What is this?ā€

I took out a manuscript and handed it to Shinozaki-san. She narrowed her eyes at it.

ā€œIt is a manuscript I wrote to get a better feel for a possible new series. Naturally, it would be a little sister romcomā€¦ I brought this here to show you how determined I am about this new series.ā€

In other words, it was the manuscript for my own novel. The one that had won the light novel grand prize—a novel that showed my everything. I will follow in Towano Chikaiā€™s footsteps. That means that I have to create a series even better than the current one. All of this starts by satisfying my editor like this. Hence my need for Shinozaki-san to see this manuscript.

ā€œ…I see. You sure are prepared,ā€ She accepted the manuscript with a faint smile. ā€œThis will take a bit…maybe ten minutes, so feel free to take a quick break.ā€

ā€œNo, we can wait here until youā€™re finished. But will it really only take ten minutes?ā€

ā€œNot nearly enough to fully taste the novel, but it should be enough to guess if the novel is something worth considering or not.ā€ Shinozaki-san said as she started going through the pages, focusing entirely on reading.

All Suzuka and I could do was watch over her in silence, wondering what kind of judgement she would give. Just thinking about that left us unable to tear our eyes away.

ā€œPhewā€¦ā€

Time passed quickly, and Shinozaki-san finally put the manuscript down on the desk, letting out a long breath.

ā€œH-How was it?ā€ I asked, feeling the sweat beading up on my palms.

ā€œTo cut it short, this oneā€™s no good,ā€ Shinozaki-san said, as calmly as ever.

When I heard this, I felt all the strength leave my body.

ā€œW-Why?!ā€ I asked.

Suzuka also frantically spoke up. ā€œPlease give us a proper explanation!ā€ she desperately pleaded.

ā€œEven if you ask for an explanationā€¦ In terms of what I previously mentioned, this novel cannot surpass your current series.ā€

ā€œT-This novel was not meant as a direct successor to the current series! It was just a test. For the actual novel, Onii-chan will make something even better, right, Onii-chan?!ā€

This time Suzuka leaned in towards me, asking for approval. Itā€™s true that I wasnā€™t planning on making this novel the start of a new series. It was just to have Shinozaki-san see my skill. It already won the grand prize with another publisher, so I couldnā€™t just publish it under Sumeragi Publishing now, and I was never expecting her to be satisfied with this.

…But, from the way Shinozaki-san had put it, the problem wasnā€™t with the novel itself. Rather, a particular part of it wasnā€™t satisfying enough.

ā€œWeā€™re not talking about that, Imouto-san. What I found problematic with this is that the passion and charm—things that entice the readers—are very much lacking.ā€

ā€œTh-That is ridiculous! After all, this novel—ā€ Suzuka said, but swallowed her breath.

She probably wanted to say that this novel had won the grand prize with another publisher, but realized she couldnā€™t say that.

ā€œA-Anyway, in my opinion, this novel is beautifully written! Not from a little sisterā€™s point of view, but an objective view. I can confidently say that this novel is one of the better ones Iā€™ve read! And now youā€™re saying that itā€™s not nearly enough?!ā€ Suzuka was brimming with rage as she protested.

ā€œApologies, Imouto-san. It seems like you misunderstood what I said. What I wanted to say is that this canā€™t compare to Senseiā€™s current series.ā€ Shinozaki-sanā€™s expression didnā€™t change as she continued. ā€œJust as you say, if you just look at this novel as it is, itā€™s really well written. If you were to send this in for a light novel contest here at our publisher, thereā€™s a high chance it would at least make it into the final round.ā€

ā€œTh-Then—ā€

Suzuka saw a glimmer of hope and started trying to argue again, but was quickly shot down by Shinozaki-san. ā€œHowever, itā€™s still a problem, Imouto-san. Weā€™re currently talking about a new series from Towano Chikai.ā€

ā€œ…What do you mean?ā€

ā€œLet us say that this manuscript came from someone entirely unrelated to Towano Chikai. If that were the case, I would go look for an illustrator immediately and try to publish the novel. That is how wonderful this novel is. But the fact that this is from no one other but Towano Chikai changes everything. We have to keep the quality of his novels on a certain level.ā€

ā€œN-No wayā€¦ā€ Suzuka heard this and swallowed her breath.

ā€œListen, Imouto-san. You might not be too familiar with it, but Towano Chikai is something like a legendary figure in the business. He cannot be compared to any other author. Senseiā€™s novel had an unbelievable and unmatchable passion burned into it. This charmed countless readers, turning this series into such a great hit. And his next series has to overcome that.ā€

ā€œHoweverā€¦ā€ Shinozaki-san continued as she dropped her gaze towards the manuscript on the table.

ā€œThe passion I felt from this novel here is nearly not enough. At the level it is now, it canā€™t even surpass Senseiā€™s current series. This cannot be the successor.ā€

ā€œThatā€¦! This novel has all of Onii-chanā€™s feelings packed inside of it! Canā€™t you feel them, Shinozaki-san?!ā€

ā€œI can. It is full of love towards little sisters. But it didnā€™t have as much impact as I felt the first time I read Senseiā€™s novel.ā€

For the first time, Shinozaki-sanā€™s expression changed, and she narrowed her eyes, almost as if she was feeling bitter.

ā€œ…To be honest, it really is a shame.ā€

ā€œW-What is?ā€

ā€œWhen I first met Sensei, I truly thought he was a genius. Naturally, I still do. But thinking that this is the best he could do for a new series does make me feel a bit sad. Maybe genius really is only a short-lived thing?ā€ Shinozaki-san grit her teeth.

In response, Suzuka shook her head.

ā€œI-I donā€™t understand what you mean to tell me.ā€

ā€œWeā€™ve had countless big hits in the past that completely went above and beyond everything else. They all stayed behind as legends in the light novel history. Of course, Senseiā€™s novel is one of them. The authors who had left behind these works were truly blessed with talent.ā€

ā€œA-And what does that have to do with anything?ā€

ā€œThis isnā€™t something you can take for granted. Authors who have magnificent talent are able to write wonderful novels—that makes the job of being a light novel editor all the easier. If not, a lot of hard work awaits.ā€

ā€œ……?ā€ Suzuka doesnā€™t seem to have grasped what Shinozaki-san was trying to say, and she tilted her head in confusion.

ā€œTo be frank, authors who have this talent should only produce great hits, if you follow this logic. However, thatā€™s not possible in reality. Even an author who creates an amazing, one-in-a-million novel often suffers with a not-nearly-as-popular series after that. In other words, even if you try to create a big hit of a novel, it isnā€™t just 100% consistent with the authorā€™s talent. Itā€™s also heavily reliant and influenced by time and luck.ā€

ā€œTh-That does make sense.ā€

ā€œDoesnā€™t it?ā€ Shinozaki-san nodded. ā€œ…However, I assumed that Sensei was different.ā€ Shinozaki-san said this with a saddened smile as she looked towards me. ā€œNo, it might be more correct to say that I wanted to think that. The first time I read Senseiā€™s novel, I received a shock so strong that I thought my heart was going to stop beating. This love towards little sisters just grabs your heart and doesnā€™t let go. I thought that this person had to be a genius. At the very least when it came to little sister novels.ā€

ā€œTh-Thank youā€¦ā€ Suzuka still seemed a bit dissatisfied, and she averted her gaze.

ā€œAt the same time, I thought that the genius and talent of this person was different, that it was special. That it wouldnā€™t just stop with a novel, and that it would be the exact same with every little sister novel that would follow. I thought that this person possessed genuine talent.ā€ Shinozaki-san continued her monologue with a pained smile. ā€œHowever, I guess that this was just a feeble fantasy of mine. But thatā€™s just how reality works. I just idolized Sensei, and got hopes up all on my own. Now I feel like an idiotā€¦ My apologies.ā€ Shinozaki-san lowered her head.

ā€œThinking back to it, I said some really inappropriate things, I apologize. I just donā€™t want you to think that I think other authors, or even Sensei, are idiots. I just hoped that there would be an author who appeared who was blessed by the gods with writing talent. And I thought that I had seen this chance in Sensei. But that wasn’t the case. Your first work just blinded my eyes so much that I wanted to believe.ā€

ā€œShinozaki-sanā€¦ā€

Suzuka looked a bit confused as to how to react. She just stared at Shinozaki-sanā€™s defeated expression.

ā€œAnyway, I just wanted to say that Senseiā€™s first novel had this much of an impact on me.ā€ Shinozaki-san said and once again tightened her expression. ā€œBut thatā€™s exactly why Iā€™m saying that your new series has to overcome the current one. So much that I donā€™t even know how to achieve this. At the very least, not with the manuscript you showed me. That being saidā€¦ Do you still wish to stop your current series?ā€

Shinozaki-san asked me once again to make sure. I had kept quiet for a bit, thinking it through, but I still nodded. Because Suzuka didnā€™t look like she had given up at all.

ā€œ…Really, what a troublesome talk on the final day of work for the year. What should I do about thisā€¦?ā€ Shinozaki-san scratched her head.

I knew that this was just us being selfish, but that didnā€™t mean weā€™d give up this easily. Because this was the only method we could take.

ā€œI-I wonā€™t accept this!ā€ Suzuka once again tried to revolt. ā€œI can understand this talk of the following series needing to be even better than the current one, but arenā€™t you praising the current serious a bit too much?ā€

ā€œThatā€™s not the case. Itā€™s true that a lot of it is my personal feelings, but taking the reviews and sales into consideration, Iā€™m not alone on this.ā€

ā€œT-Then isnā€™t the whole idea that this new series has to overcome the current one a bit ridiculous? You just said that even an author who writes an insanely popular series canā€™t produce something equal again, didnā€™t you, Shinozaki-san? You said that this novel is of enough high quality that you could publish it immediately, right? Isnā€™t this enough for Onii-chanā€™s new series?ā€

ā€œYou have a point there, but that isnā€™t as ambitious as I was hoping for. At the very least, an author should always strive to make his next work even more interesting than his current, or past, one. Thatā€™s completely unrelated to the authorā€™s talent. But disregarding this premise, I guess it would be fine to focus only on the quality.ā€

ā€œR-Right?ā€

ā€œThat being said, Iā€™ve mentioned this many times now. That would only work with any other author besides Sensei. The impact from Senseiā€™s first novel was immense. This will result in the expectations for his next series being even higher. Disappointing the readers in such a way could prove fatal for an author. You donā€™t want this to happen to you, right?ā€

ā€œH-Howeverā€¦ā€

ā€œAnd also, the way the current series would have to end is the biggest problem. It would take a lot of effort for the series to end in a satisfying way, and just cutting it off right here would definitely end badly.ā€

ā€œHowever, it canā€™t be helped if he canā€™t write anymore!ā€

ā€œWe have circumstances we need to think of from our side as well, and canā€™t betray the readers like that.ā€

ā€œTh-Then, what else should we do? The ending of the current series has already been decided!ā€

ā€œThat being said, pushing out a new series right away is still probably not for the best.ā€

ā€œThatā€™sā€¦!ā€

Suzuka and Shinozaki-san started exchanging harsh words. Suzuka was adamant that I should inherit the name of Towano Chikai, and was trying her hardest to get permission from Shinozaki-san for me to release a new series right away.

Shinozaki-san for her part was making logical counterarguments. And they werenā€™t weak arguments, either. They showed her knowledge and experience as an editor.

Meanwhile, I was just watching their exchange in silence. It was like I was just another spectator. Oddly enough, I havenā€™t spoken a word for a while now, so it canā€™t help it if someone walks past and thinks Iā€™m not involved in the discussion.

However, Iā€™ve been thinking this entire time. I was thinking about the conversation between Suzuka and Shinozaki-san. Their words kept repeating endlessly in my mind as I looked for what I could do in this situation.

…I canā€™t argue against Shinozaki-san. That the new series has to be better and even more popular than the current one. That wasnā€™t a rule, but more like a stance an author should hold towards his readers. And sheā€™s saying that she canā€™t see that vision after reading my manuscript. That shows how highly she values Suzukaā€™s novel. And that has brought us to the reality of how difficult it is to write a new series.

I couldnā€™t argue against any of her comments. I just felt myself pushed back by the weight of them. The strongest one that remained in my mind was her confession. She was hoping for someone to appear who could create something interesting unrelated to time and luck. She had found Towano Chikaiā€™s novel and believed that the author possessed this genuine talent. That was just how great Suzukaā€™s novel seemed to her.

However, once she read my manuscript, she realized that this was just a pipe dream. That she was just telling herself lies, and she smiled in a sad way.

…I donā€™t know if I really possess such genuine talent. But, at the very least, this means that Shinozaki-san saw something in Suzukaā€™s novel that she didnā€™t see in mine. Or in other words, that I donā€™t have the right to succeed the name of Towano Chikai.

ā€œ…! ā€¦ā€¦?!ā€

ā€œ……? ā€¦… ā€œ

While I was focused on my own thoughts, the debate between Suzuka and Shinozaki-san continued. Suzuka believed that I had the skill to follow in her footsteps as Towano Chikai. Thatā€™s why sheā€™s so desperately fighting against Shinozaki-sanā€™s judgment, fighting so that I can have my dream granted.

I should be the one to do that. Work towards my dream myself, not letting anybody else take hits for meā€¦ But here I was, not moving an inch. Instead, I became painfully aware of a certain fact.

The difference of genius.

The wall between me and Suzuka. Something that I might not be able to overcome. In order to fulfill my dream, as well as Suzukaā€™s wish, I have to become Towano Chikai, but that might actually be impossible. The reality I had tried to avoid, that I had averted my eyes from all this time, was now coming back to haunt me. Maybe I really canā€™t become Towano Chikai after allā€¦?

—I am not a genius.

ā€œ…!ā€

At that moment, Suzukaā€™s words came back to mind.

—All I had were my feelings for you. No talent whatsoever. If I donā€™t put any more feelings for Onii-chan in there, I canā€™t write.

These words she said to me when she told me her wish. Thinking back to it, she said from the very start that she didnā€™t have any talent. Then why was she able to write such a fantastic novel? She had also explained that countless times.

—The novel is written with my feelings for Onii-chan.

Yeah, that was what Suzuka said. She said that she was able to write it not because of her talent, but because of her feelings. Her feelings towards me had created this novel. Suzuka had been saying that the entire time.

Then that meansā€¦?

Shinozaki-san said that my novel was no good like this. That she didnā€™t feel the same passion as she felt from Suzukaā€™s. And this passion basically consisted of Suzukaā€™s feelings for me.

I put all my feelings for Suzuka into this little sister novel. But that still wasnā€™t enough for her to feel any impact from my novel. Isnā€™t she basically sayingā€¦

That, compared to Suzukaā€™s feelings for me, my feelings for Suzuka are significantly weakerā€¦?

ā€œ……ā€

The instant I arrived at this conclusion, I felt my head go completely blank. This feeling of weakness and being lost vanished, and my ability to think calmly returned. All that was left in my brain was something burning strong, hiding in the shadows. At first, I was at a loss as to what it could be, but it grew firm and finally became visible as clear as day.

—Donā€™t joke with me.

It wasnā€™t anger. It was the desire not to lose.

Donā€™t joke with me. I wonā€™t accept that. As if I would ever accept that. Thoughts like these took turns spinning around inside of my head, dancing like a storm.

…My feelings are weaker than Suzukaā€™sā€¦?

…She canā€™t feel the same passion from what is essentially my feelings put into novel formā€¦?

…The two of us are a couple, one existence, consisting of the two of us. And yet Iā€™m supposed to be the loser in thisā€¦?

Are you joking?! As if I would accept that?!

ā€œ…Stop jokingā€¦!ā€ I told myself, my hands forming fists in anger.

…I love Suzuka. From the bottom of my heart. I canā€™t live without her.

…I have confidence that these feelings canā€™t lose against anyone elseā€™s. No matter the situation, I can declare that proudly.

…Even if that person is Suzuka herself, with her feelings towards me. No matter how much she loves me, I love her even more than that. I treasure her more than my own life.

And yetā€¦! And yetā€¦!

Shinozaki-san said that my feelings were lacking. That they were too weak, that I lacked passion. That I wouldnā€™t be qualified to inherit Suzukaā€™s feelings.

…I see, I see. Well, when it comes to raw talent and genius, I really canā€™t say anything back at that. If thatā€™s all it took, I would have no right to inherit the name of Towano Chikai. But weā€™re not talking about talent, nor are we talking about genius. We are talking about feelings and emotions. And Shinozaki-san has the wrong idea about this.

She doesnā€™t know what kind of genius Towano Chikai is. Not with light novels, nor with specific little sister novels. It is a genius produced by how much you love someone. Itā€™s a genius that turns the feelings you have for them into a story. It gives them shape. Itā€™s the genius of unprecedented feelings.

Naturally, I donā€™t mean to lose when it comes to my feelings. Not even against my own beloved little sister, Suzuka. Thatā€™s why I canā€™t retreat from here, no matter the cost!

ā€œShinozaki-san, would you hear me out?ā€

After taking a deep breath, I broke the silence that I had stayed in.

ā€œHmā€¦?ā€

ā€œO-Onii-chan?ā€

Because I suddenly spoke up, Suzuka and Shinozaki-san both looked over at me with surprise. That being said, my head was as clear as a sunny summer sky.

ā€œ…What you are saying is probably perfectly reasonable, Shinozaki-san. And if you feel anxious about the new series after reading this manuscript I brought you, then I will understand.ā€

ā€œOnii-chan?! What are you—ā€

Suzuka must have been worried about wat I was saying, but I just waved my hand at her dismissively and turned towards Shinozaki-san.

ā€œHowever, my decision to create a new series is still set in stone. Even if you yourself werenā€™t waiting for it, I will create a new work that is worthy of the name Towano Chikai.ā€ My gaze didnā€™t waver at all. I stared straight at Shinozaki-san.

She didnā€™t show any signs of wavering, either.

ā€œ…I like that enthusiasm, Sensei. However, words donā€™t count much in this industry. This alone isnā€™t enough to give me a peace of mind.ā€

Of course, I wasnā€™t expecting this to be enough to change her mind. Iā€™m sure there are many things in this world that canā€™t be changed even after showing such strong conviction.

But—Even so, I will not step down.

ā€œ…Shinozaki-san, you really praised Towano Chikaiā€™s novel, didnā€™t you? You called it a monumental work. Unprecedented, even.ā€

ā€œ…Yes, and I donā€™t believe that such expressions are an exaggeration. I donā€™t think another novel like this will appear anytime soon. Thatā€™s just how magnificent your work is.ā€ Shinozaki-san answered with no hesitation.

ā€œ…Thank you very much. Iā€™m happy that you think about it in such high regard, but to be honest, this novel was my work, but it wasnā€™t mine alone.ā€

ā€œO-Onii-chan?ā€ Suzuka panicked even further.

She must have been at a loss as to what I was saying, but I didnā€™t have the time to explain it to her.

ā€œ…What exactly do you mean by that?ā€

ā€œ…If I had to put it in words, then I guess I was spoiled by my little sisterā€™s love.ā€

ā€œYour little sisterā€™s love?ā€

ā€œYes. I wrote this novel like I was in a daze, like I had lost myself. I wrote this novel with the feelings I had bottled inside of me, putting it in the form of what you readā€¦ But I wasnā€™t thinking anything in particular during that time. I was just satisfied that I was able to put my feelings into words.ā€

ā€œFrom the sounds of it, you think differently now.ā€

ā€œYes, thinking back to it, I wasnā€™t sure what those feelings of mine really were. I hadnā€™t paid any attention to it.ā€

Suzuka had been listening for a while now, looking at me in a daze. Her expression was saying that she had no idea what was happening, and I couldnā€™t blame her for that. After all, Suzuka was the one who wrote the novel, not me, so talking about her feelings should be impossible for me.

…Even so, I have to keep going. The two of us are one author, and as the one who will inherit Towano Chikaiā€™s name, I had to put it into words like what the real Towano Chikai would say.

ā€œ…And what kind of feelings are we talking about here?ā€

Shinozaki-san didnā€™t seem perturbed at all by this sudden topic change, and she was listening to me with a serious gaze. Thatā€™s why I answered as seriously as I could.

ā€œJust as I said, I realized that I have been spoiled by my little sisterā€™s love. My little sister loved me, which then turned into this story.ā€

ā€œO-Onii-cha—ā€ Suzukaā€™s face went beet red, but I continued.

ā€œI accepted this love, and I wrote a light novel. Thanks to some good luck, it turned into a big hit, and I became the legendary light novel author Towano Chikai.ā€

ā€œWhat a wonderful story. I have to be thankful that you have such a little sister.ā€

ā€œYou can say that again. But thatā€™s not what Iā€™m talking about right now.ā€

ā€œWhat are you talking about, then?ā€

ā€œ…I guess you could say that I didnā€™t write this novel with my own strength, but rather by borrowing my little sisterā€™s.ā€

Shinozaki-san raised one eyebrow. She probably didnā€™t follow.

ā€œIn short, I was able to write this novel thanks to the love given by my little sister. All I did was put that into novel form. Hence, this novel is my own, but also not my own. That being said—ā€ I continued, this time speaking with the true words of Towano Chikai.

ā€œ…From now on, this wonā€™t do.ā€

ā€œ…What exactly do you mean?ā€

ā€œUntil now, I was able to write light novels thanks to this love. I never once doubted thatā€¦ But I realized that this was insufficient, which is why I want to start a new series.ā€

ā€œWhat is insufficient about it?ā€

ā€œIā€™ve written enough about love from a little sister to an older brother. But what if we were to write the opposite, and mention the love from an older brother to a little sister?ā€

Shinozaki-san narrowed her eyes slightly.

ā€œI assumed this was what you were showing in your current novel?ā€

ā€œIā€™m happy that you feel that way, but I for one disagree. The novel weighed heavily to the little sisterā€™s side. But I started thinking that this was not enough.ā€

Now I put my honest feelings directly into words. These words were what made me Towano Chikai.

ā€œ…From now on, it canā€™t just focus on the little sisterā€™s love. I want to write the older brotherā€™s—My own—love as well. Thatā€™s why I have to write a new series no matter whatā€¦!ā€

I pull all my energy into my following words.

ā€œ…With that in mind, I wrote this manuscript. You thought this one was not enough, and I donā€™t intend to disregard this judgement. It probably was because I hadnā€™t put enough passion in itā€¦ā€

However.

ā€œIt might not be enough right now, but one day, I will definitely create something that can surpass the current series!ā€

ā€œ…What basis do you have that I can trust in your words?ā€

I couldnā€™t stop anymore.

ā€œIā€¦! My feelings towards little sisters will not lose against anyone! I can proudly announce that I love little sisters the most in the entire world!ā€

…Thatā€™s right, I love Suzuka the most in the entire world. If I was asked if I could write the greatest light novel there is, then that answer would be no. I donā€™t have any confidence in that, and neither do I possess the talent for it.

But, if someone asked if I loved little sisters, if I loved Suzuka the most out of everybody, then I could give an immediate response. Thatā€™s why I could say this. If we talk purely about feelings in novelized form, then I definitely will not lose. I will catch up no matter what.

ā€œI will write a series that will overcome my current series! I will write the greatest little sister novel that the world has ever seen!!ā€

I announced it loudly, with no restraint. Following that, the room fell into silence, and the only thing that could be heard was me as I gasped for air. I turned my head towards Shinozaki-san and bowed.

ā€œ…So I beg you, Shinozaki-sanā€¦! Please help me fulfill my wishā€¦!ā€ I asked her from the bottom of my heart.

For a while, I just kept my eyes closed and my head lowered. I didnā€™t know how much time passed like that. It might have been a moment, or it might have been quite a long period of time. But, eventually, I heard something like a sigh that sounded like it came from Shinozaki-san.

ā€œRaise your head already, Sensei.ā€

This time, I heard her clearly, so I slowly lifted my head.

ā€œ…Haah, for crying out loud. Why does this have to happen the final day before holidays?ā€ Shinozaki-san said, shrugging her shoulders.

ā€œThatā€™sā€¦ I really feel bad for bothering you like thisā€¦ā€

ā€œThatā€™s not it, Sensei.ā€

ā€œEh?ā€

I tried to apologize again, but Shinozaki-san stopped me.

ā€œI told you before that you were the first author I was responsible for, didnā€™t I? And, in this year and a half so far, there was always one thing I thought.ā€

ā€œW-What might that be?ā€

ā€œ…That you are an easy fellow.ā€

ā€œ…Huh? Easy?ā€

I was at a loss as to what Shinozaki-san had been talking about. But she just continued without paying my confusion any mind.

ā€œBeing an editor for an author is normally a lot of work. You have to check the manuscript, point out the bad parts, and send it back. While you read through the bad parts, you have to consider options about how you could improve it and keep the flow going. Though thereā€™s times when things improve after that, a lot of the times this process repeats itself over and over. Besides that, you also have to oversee the illustrations, plan of the schedule, and other things. You have to do this with rather complicated authors, so it can take a lot of time depending on the person.ā€

ā€œO-Okay.ā€

Itā€™s not like I didnā€™t understand how hard the life of an editor could be, but why is she bringing that up now?

ā€œThatā€™s how I can say that Sensei was a fairly easy person to deal with. The first draft of the manuscript was almost perfect the first time almost always, and there were no real things to complain about. There were just small nitpicks here and there. You basically always finished the manuscript before the deadline, so thereā€™s really no schedule to have to worry about. Itā€™s true that you missed the first deadline in the very beginning, but you sent in the manuscript the very next day. That was the amount of trouble we had, and nothing really bad ever happened. You were almost like an honor student.ā€

ā€œTh-Thanksā€¦?ā€

ā€œThis was my first time as an editor. Iā€™ve had others after you, and Iā€™ve had a lot of trouble with them. Some of them really wear me out. In a certain sense, you were troublesome because you didnā€™t allow me to hone my skills in the slightest.ā€ Shinozaki-san snickered to herself.

ā€œU-Um, and what does this have to do with anythingā€¦?ā€ I asked.

ā€œ…But, sadly things canā€™t stay like that forever. Not to mention this is the final day of the year, so it might have been overdue.ā€

ā€œEh?ā€

ā€œBasically, this might be the first time I actually have to do work as Towano Chikaiā€™s editor—No, the first time I can work.ā€

Shinozaki-san seemed relieved for some reason. However, I felt a glimmer of hope in her words.

ā€œS-So that meansā€¦!ā€ I leaned forward towards Shinozaki-san.

ā€œ…Normally, a novel is something created with both the author and editor working in cooperation. That was never necessary until now. However, it seems like the time has come.ā€

ā€œT-Thank you very muchā€¦!ā€ When I heard this, I lowered my head.

This time, it wasnā€™t a gesture of apology, but rather of gratitude. She had just said that she would help me with my new series. That might be a natural thing for an editor to do, but considering how much bother we put her through, I canā€™t help but feel thankful.

ā€œReally, thank you so muchā€¦! Weā€™re bothering you with the current series already, and you even give in to my selfishnessā€¦!ā€

Shinozaki-san gave a bitter smile. ā€œStop it already. How could I not help after hearing all of that? On top of that, after seeing Imouto-san like this, I would have cursed myself if I sent you home with nothing.ā€

ā€œLike what?ā€ I turned my head and looked over at Suzuka. ā€œWah?! Suzuka?!ā€

ā€œ…He…fu…nyaa…hauuuā€¦ā€

Not just her face, but her entire body seemed to have turned red, and her eyes were spinning in their sockets.

ā€œ…L-Loveā€¦! O-Onii-chan…loves…m-meā€¦! T-The most…in the entire worldā€¦! Ehe, ehehe, eheheheheā€¦!ā€

ā€œHey?!ā€

Suzuka collapsed onto my shoulder, grabbing my clothes and rubbing her head against my chest.

ā€œP-Pull yourself together! What happened to you?!ā€

ā€œI mean, after that declaration…No, it would be more accurate to call it a confession, I guess? Anybody would end up like that,ā€ Shinozaki-san said with a grin.

When I heard this, I thought back to all the things I had said, and I started blushing as well. I got a bit carried away, didnā€™t I?!

ā€œBut that is a weight off my back.ā€

ā€œEh? W-What do you mean?ā€

ā€œAfter seeing how Sensei and Imouto-san are acting, I want to believe your declaration just now. If I saw such a scene in a light novel, Iā€™d definitely want to read more…You two really are the best siblings out there.ā€ Shinozaki-san said, smiling gleefully.

I felt the embarrassment washing away, and I joined in with a smile of my own.

ā€œ…Now, then.ā€

Shinozaki-sanā€™s smile quickly vanished, and she let out a sigh. ā€œAfter saying something like that, Iā€™ll make sure you write a series that can beat the current one, Sensei.ā€

ā€œYes,ā€ I said, nodding confidently.

I canā€™t betray Suzukaā€™s feelings.

ā€œEither way, Iā€™ll have you start working immediately. Focus on the plot, and send it to me as quickly as possible. Iā€™ll have a look at it over New Yearā€™s.ā€

ā€œPlease do. And thank you.ā€

ā€œThereā€™s no need to thank me. Things are just getting interesting. Iā€™ll have you working overtime as well—or so Iā€™d like to say, butā€¦ā€ Shinozaki-san grinned. ā€œFor today, go and flirt to your heartā€™s content with that little sister of yours. Itā€™ll surely come in handy for your work ahead.ā€

With that, this ridiculous editor finally started acting as usual again.

*

ā€œPhewā€¦ my face is still burning upā€¦ā€

We were on the way home from Sumeragi Publishing. Suzuka was fanning her face with her hands, and although she looked a lot better than she did before, I could still tell that her face was flushed. Suzuka is the cutest when sheā€™s like this.

ā€œU-Umā€¦ Iā€™m glad that Shinozaki-san agreed in the end.ā€

ā€œYeah. We sure bothered her a lot with our demands. But she still agreed to it in the endā€¦ I Guess we were lucky.ā€

ā€œN-No, Iā€™m sure that Onii-chanā€™s words moved her heartā€¦ A-And, about thatā€¦ā€

Suzuka started fidgeting, putting her index fingers together as she looked up at me.

ā€œA-About thatā€¦ c-confessionā€¦!ā€

ā€œUghā€¦ā€

Confession. That word alone caused me to blush furiously. I had blurted out so many embarrassing things during our meeting.

ā€œW-What was that confession about? Th-That you couldnā€™t be spoiled by your little sisterā€™s love anymoreā€¦ I was really surprised when you said that, you know.ā€

ā€œWā€¦ W-Well, you knowā€¦ you can probably tell even without having me to spell it outā€¦ā€

ā€œI-I want to hear it directly from Onii-chanā€™s mouth!ā€ Suzuka approached me with a sulking expression.

How could I ever say no if my adorable little sister asked like this?

ā€œ…Th-The thing is, when I was told that my novel, which I put all my feelings and emotions into, is inferior to yours, which was written the same way, I just became so angryā€¦ A-All I wanted to do was say that my feelings for you are even stronger!ā€ I found myself yelling as if it would cause this hell to end sooner.

Of course, it was as plain as day that I was just trying to hide my embarrassment.

ā€œWhaā€¦ Whatā€™s that supposed to mean?!ā€ Suzukaā€™s face blushed red yet again as she flew into a rage.

ā€œY-Youā€™re saying that my feelings for Onii-chan are weaker than your feelings for me? Is that what the confession was about?!ā€

ā€œY-Yeah. After all, I love you much more, anyway.ā€

ā€œI-I wonā€™t stand for that! I desire an amendment! My feelings for you are much stronger! I know it!ā€

ā€œNo no no, the moment I became a living creature, I already treasured you the most.ā€

ā€œW-Well, I was born this way! No, I loved Onii-chan even before I was born, so itā€™s my win!ā€

ā€œThe heck is with that?! That doesnā€™t even make sense!ā€

ā€œI-Itā€™s the truth, so it canā€™t be helped. And since thatā€™s how it is, Onii-chan will not be able to beat my current series with your new series!ā€

ā€œI thought you were supporting me?!ā€

ā€œThis and that are different!ā€

An awfully embarrassing conversation went up into the winter sky. The two of us kept going on like that for a while afterwards, completely forgetting about the cold. Eventually, we grew quiet.

ā€œ…Haha, weā€™re doing the same thing from before again.ā€

ā€œ…Fufu, yes we are.ā€

We looked at each other, laughing at our stupidity. Yeah, the two of us really are idiots. In a lot of ways. We ended up as idiots because we love each other so much.

ā€œ…Hey, Suzuka.ā€

After laughing for a while, I spoke up, feeling refreshed.

ā€œWhat is it, Onii-chan?ā€

ā€œWill you help me with my new series?ā€

Suzuka heard my question and laughed.

ā€œWell, thereā€™s no way that your feelings would beat mine.ā€

ā€œUghā€¦ youā€™re still going on that?ā€

ā€œBut I want to see just how far your feelings go, Onii-chan, so Iā€™ll help you gladly,ā€ she said as she clung to my arm. ā€œWhen you think about it, was there really a need to ask?ā€

ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€

ā€œThe two of us are Towano Chikai. Two people, one author. Why would I not help you with your new novel?ā€

ā€œ…Yeah, I guess that makes sense.ā€

Itā€™s just as Suzuka said. Towano Chikai is two people in one. It would make sense that two people would work together to create one novel.

ā€œ…Thanks, Suzuka. I do have to write a novel that can live up to Shinozaki-sanā€™s expectations, after all.ā€

ā€œIndeed. W-With you inheriting Towano Chikaiā€™s name, letā€™s show everyone in the world how lovey-dovey we can be!ā€

ā€œN-Now that you mention it, you became an author with that intention in mind, didnā€™t you?ā€

ā€œW-What about it? Is that not allowed?!ā€ Suzuka pouted with a red face, and I just shook my head with a smile.

ā€œNo, of course not. Itā€™s just as you said. We have to show off to the entire world.ā€

ā€œHow lovey-dovey and flirty we are, yes.ā€ Suzuka added. She smiled happily.

And then, she muttered something, almost sounded like she was saying it to herself.

ā€œ…I never expected to have such happinessā€¦ā€

I agreed with her. But this isnā€™t where it ends. Weā€™ll be even happier in the future. As long as we are Towano Chikai, we wonā€™t stop.

ā€œ…Onii-chan, we definitely have to make this new series a wonderful novel.ā€

ā€œYeah, I promise Iā€™ll give it my all, so look forward to it.ā€

ā€œYou are Towano Chikai, after all.ā€ Suzuka said. She clung to my arm even more tightly, smiling happily. ā€œBut my feelings for you are still stronger, okay?ā€

ā€œYou sure donā€™t know when to stop.ā€

With these words, we arrived at our home. While exchanging thoughts about the new road ahead of us.

2 thoughts on “Ore Ga Suki Nano Wa Imouto Dakedo Imouto Janai Volume 11 Chapter 4

  1. Hmm… Child born when?

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  2. Almost despaired for moment there when the new novel wasn’t accepted. I’m sure Yuu will write a novel that surpasses everyone’s expectations, with Suzuka helping by being lovey-dovey with him.
    Thanks for translating!!!

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