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Towano Chikai
The sound of the manuscript pages being flipped over and over filled the room. But once that was finally over, I came back from my trance and let out a sigh.
ā…So you were serious.ā
āYes.ā
Suzuka was the one who answered my sigh, which had originally been directed at nobody. Giving the manuscript one last glance, I returned it to Suzuka.
It was the day after our fulfilling date, which had ended in our first shared kiss. That being said, the gleeful atmosphere from yesterday had vanished, and we were now fighting yet another obstacle. The obstacle in question was the manuscript for the popular light novel āThe story about a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to cope,ā written by Towano Chikai. Itās a little sister novel with lovey-dovey siblings which contains all of Suzukaās feelings for me. The quality this time around was as marvelous as always, which made a light novel fan like myself excited beyond belief. There was one big problem, however—
ā…It really is the final volume, huh?ā
The instant I finished reading it, I was assaulted by a huge feeling of loss. Just as Suzuka had announced yesterday, this very manuscript would set the foundation for the final volume of her series. It wasnāt a story that would keep going endlessly, and Iāve gotten used to seeing series end like this.
Every time something like this happened, especially when it was a series I truly adored, it felt like I fell into the abyss of despair and sadness, but nothing of this sort had ever happened before. It felt like I had lost the basis for my entire life—or rather, like I was losing the light to walk down a path I had previously dropped everything to walk down.
…Either way, though I canāt explain it in more literary terms, the gist of it was that it shocked me like nothing ever before. But before I could give in to this feeling of emptiness, there was something I had to check first and foremost.
āWhyā¦ did it suddenly endā¦?ā I carefully asked Suzuka.
āMy novel is a written form of my feelings for you, Onii-chan. That is the reason for this very last volume.ā
ā…Basically?ā
ā…The two of us have achieved mutual love. Since thatās the case, thereās no need to keep writing anymore…Or rather, it would be more accurate to say that I cannot write anymore.ā Suzuka explained with a slightly saddened smile.
Hearing this explanation, I was at a loss for words. The only words I could think of were āI thought soā. Thinking back to all the things Suzuka had said up until now, her reasoning made perfect sense, and I have always kept this possibility in mind…That being said, hearing it from Suzukaās mouth directly it still is a bit of a shock. Naturally, itās not like I had any ground to try and tell her she shouldnāt.
āI seeā¦ā
After resting in silence for a second, I returned a rather aloof response. It was a shame, but considering the state of things and our feelings towards that matter, it would be unreasonable to ask her to rethink this decision.
āAre you fine with this? You wonāt regret this, will you?ā
āOf course not. When you think about the reason I started writing, this is the obvious result. Naturally, I do feel a bit sad knowing that itās over, butā¦ this was inevitable.ā
āI seeā¦ā were the only words I could say in response.
Now that Suzuka herself has accepted it, I have nothing more to say.
ā…Onii-chan.ā
I kept quiet thinking about what she had said, but Suzuka suddenly directed an awfully serious gaze at me.
āWhatās wrong?ā Overwhelmed by this, I gulped.
āMy novel—No, my career as a light novel author—ends here. I canāt write anymore.ā
āThatās why—ā she continued.
ā…You donāt have to give up on your dream for my sake again, Onii-chan.ā
ā…What do you mean?ā
āYou turned down the light novel grand prize, which you had always dreamed of winning, for my sake, right? However, that reason is gone now.ā Suzuka didnāt avert her eyes, and she spoke in a clear tone. āI should have said this the moment we ended up in mutual love…But, back then, my brain was just focused on…f-flirting with Onii-chan day in, day out, so I couldnāt say itā¦ā Suzuka went beet red, fidgeting.
…N-Now that she mentions it, it completely slipped my mind with all the confession ruckus going on.
ā…That being said, going on this date with you yesterday…a-and even…sharing a k-k-kissā¦! When I realized that we had truly become lovers, this is what I thought to myself. I have to face this problem head-on now.ā
Suzuka held one hand on her chest, slowly closing her eyes, only to open them up again, brimming with determination.
āAs I told you before, my happiness is Onii-chanās happiness. Itās your job to chase your own dream and grasp it with your own two hands. Thatās why I want you to become a full-fledged light novel author.ā
āSuzukaā¦ā
āSince I will give up on being a light novel author, there is no need for you to stay as my stand-in anymore…E-Even without that, the two of us have become one. In short, every reason that could have stopped you from chasing your dream has vanished.ā She spoke with confidence, but I could see a faint glimmer of anxiety in her eyes.
She must be worried that Iām going to try to find a reason yet again to throw away my dream. I understood the kindness behind her intentions in its fullest. Butā¦ that worry was unneeded, I guess.
To be honest, all Suzuka has said makes perfect sense about now, and thereās nothing I can say against it. Nor was I planning on doing so, because I had been thinking this as well.
The day Suzuka and I basically became a couple—the day she said that her happiness was my own happiness—I felt what seemed like a wall inside of me disappear, a wall which had forced me to prioritize Suzuka. With everything happening, Iāve kind of lost track of it, but now that I have a clear mind about it, itās just as Suzuka said. I have no reason to give up on my dream anymore.
ā…Yeah. Iām still aiming to become a light novel author.ā I accepted this reality and nodded.
āO-Onii-chanā¦!ā Suzuka said as tears started building in her eyes, a bright smile on her face.
āThank you, Suzuka. If you had said that you were going to give up on being a light novel author for my sake, I might have notā¦ā
āW-What are you saying? Just as I said, the reason I decided to stop being a light novel author is because I myself cannot write anymore!ā
āI-I know that. Iām not doubting you.ā
Knowing how kind and considerate Suzuka is, it wasnāt exactly unthinkable, but I know she wouldnāt be lying to me now, so that was one reason. The second reason, which had forced me to keep this novel I wrote, full of my feelings for Suzuka, locked away from the world, had vanished as well. Suzuka knows about my feelings about her, so thereās no need to hide anything.
…Basically, everything that had stopped me from going back to chasing my dream had vanished in front of my eyes.
āHauuuā¦! Onii-chanās determined expression is so cool after allā¦!ā
āEh?! D-Did I make that kind of face?!ā
I felt happy when Suzuka told me that, but at the same time, it was awfully embarrassing.
āW-Well, you know. Deciding to chase my dream now feels like turning down the grand light novel prize sure was a waste.ā
āAh…I-Iām sorry…all for my sakeā¦!ā
āAh, no, youāre wrong, okay?! Iām not blaming you or anything. I just thought about it!ā I frantically tried to calm Suzuka down, who looked close to breaking out in tears.
Really, sheās so kind and honest, itās killing me…in a good way, that is.
āIt canāt be helped now that itās in the past. In reality, I managed to win the grand light novel prize, so Iāll just try and debut with another publisher,ā I said with a grin, trying to give Suzuka some relief.
As a matter of fact, there is no other option but this. Itās a shame that I wasted such a big chance like that, but I donāt regret it at all. Itās just about me going back to my old days.
ā…No, Onii-chan.ā
āItās fine. One day, Iāll definitely make it up there again. It couldnāt have only been luck that I won it last time…probably.ā
Suzuka started shaking her head, so I tried to calm her down, but—
āYouāre wrong, Onii-chan. That is not what I wanted to say.ā
Not knowing what Suzuka was trying to say, I just tilted my head in confusion…Is she worried that I wonāt be able to win another light novel grand prize?
āSince youāre you, Onii-chan, I have no doubts that youāll be able to win again.ā
āThen what are you talking about?ā
āItās not like I have a problem or anything…Iām trying to say that there is another path that would allow you to become a light novel author.ā
āEh?!ā
A-Another path for becoming a light novel authorā¦? What is she talking about?
āIt is a path that I would like you to take if possible.ā
āW-What are you talking about? Is there another way to debut aside from winning a grand prize? And why would you prefer itā¦?ā I was confused and didnāt know what Suzuka was referring to.
Suzukaās next words inflicted an even greater shock on me.
āThat isā¦ for Onii-chan to become Towano Chikai in my stead.ā
ā…………Huh?ā
Naturally, I had no idea what Suzuka was talking about, but the more these words repeated themselves in my head, the more clearer the meaning became.
ā…W-What are you talking aboutā¦?!ā
āExactly what I said. I canāt write a novel as Towano Chikai anymore. And because of that, I want Onii-chan to keep writing novels as Towano Chikai in my stead.ā Suzuka spoke as calmly as ever.
Giving me no indication that she was joking she fixed me with a serious gaze.
āD-Donāt be ridiculous! Thatās justā¦! Iām supposed to inherit the name of Towano Chikai?! As if I could do that!ā I said, unable to accept Suzukaās idea.
āWhy?ā
āWhyā¦?! Because youāre Towano Chikai, Suzuka. Iām just your stand-in. A fake, nothing more. Even if I have the pen name, I canāt just inherit a name as big as Towano Chikai.ā
āI personally think youāre more than fit for this. Have you forgotten that both of us are Towano Chikai? Why would you not be able to inherit the name?ā
āYou say that, but our duties were way too different. I was just being Towano Chikaiās face on the outside, but I didnāt actually touch anything concerning the novel. And alsoā¦ā
āAnd also?ā
ā…Towano Chikai is something like a genius author. The quality of every volume quite frankly is insane, and although Iām not as excited about it as Shinozaki-san, Iām sure that the name will go down in light novel history. Like a golden existence. And now youāre telling me to inherit that nameā¦ Nobody could hope to achieve the same!ā
āNo, Onii-chan should be able to do so. Rather, youāre the only person whoād be able to achieve this, Onii-chan.ā
Suzuka immediately denied my statement.
ā…H-How can you be so confident about that? Youāre not just seeing things in a favorable light because itās me, right?ā
āOf course not. From an objective point of view, Iām confident that youāll be able to inherit the name of Towano Chikai.ā Suzuka said with no hesitation whatsoever, her gaze as confident as ever.
āHow can you be so sure about thatā¦?ā
āFrom my position as Towano Chikai, that is obvious.ā
āYour position as Towano Chikai?ā
āYes. Just as you know, my novel is basically a written version of my feelings for you. That is how the novel āThe story of a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to copeā was born.ā
ā…Th-Thinking about it, creating a novel with feelings like that is pretty amazingā¦ā
āBut the opposite is true, as well. All I had were my feelings for you. No talent whatsoever. If I donāt put any more feelings for Onii-chan in there, I cannot write. However—ā Suzuka continued.
āThe fact that I have succeeded in writing a novel like this with just my feelings shows that I can trust in you.ā
āW-What do you mean?ā
Before Suzuka gave me a clear answer, she took out a different manuscript than the one I had read before and showed it to me…Wait, this isā¦?!
āI-I have taken the liberty of reading the novel you won the grand prize withā¦ā
Yes, this was the entry novel that won me the grand light novel prize, āThe story of me and my little sister.ā When we came home yesterday evening, Suzuka asked for permission to read it. Since she already knew my feelings, there was no need to hide it anymore. Though having her read about all of my emotions was awfully embarrassing, the same was true for both of us, so I just handed it over quietly.
āI-I seeā¦ and how was it?ā
I would have loved to avoid asking for her impressions, but my curiosity as an author got the better of me.
āI-It was a wonderful novel, and it shows lots of your emotions. I read this novel over and over again last night, and every time it was so clear how much you love your little sister. It was so amazing that my heart was about to burst. This makes it no surprise to me that you won the grand prizeā¦!ā
…Ugh, this is badā¦! Itās so embarrassingā¦! But Iām also really happyā¦! Hearing it from Suzuka directly is oddly precious to me.
āW-Well, thanks for thatā¦ B-But you knowā¦ about your detailed impressions…itās a bit too embarrassing, so maybe if you could…notā¦?ā
That being said, this felt like some kind of torture, so I asked Suzuka to hold back a bit.
āWhat are you saying?! This is the little sister novel you wrote, Onii-chan! Your love towards little sisters—your love towards me—is overflowing from this! I couldnāt be happier that you did the exact same thing as me! This isnāt just a light novel, this is a treasure for all of humanity! Every single human on earth should be forced to read this for school!ā
āYouāre on the same level as Shinozaki-san now?!ā
Suzuka however did the exact opposite of what I asked for, and instead started praising my novel even more, growing more and more enthusiastic.
āI-I get it already. I understood that you really like this novelā¦ā
āAhh, the two of us really share a single heartā¦ To think that we would both put our emotions and feelings into a novelā¦ We really are soulmates!ā
āYouāre not listening at all! Hey, come back already!ā
Suzuka gazed at the ceiling in a daze, holding both her hands to her cheeks as she muttered to herself. That just showed how much she valued this novel.
ā…Listen, Suzuka. About you stopping as an author, and me debuting with my own novelā¦ Basically, Towano Chikai has to finish his current series and move on to his next one, but the editor has to give the okay for that.ā
āW-Why? Itās a novel from Towano Chikai, so should that really matter?ā
āItās important because the novel is different. As you know, your series is insanely popular. If you publish a new volume, it will sell. Itās something that the publisher will spare no expense printing. If you finish it and move on to a new series, you might never know if itāll also end up as a hit, so you canāt act rashly, okay?ā
āT-That might be true, butā¦ The fact that itāll be written by Towano Chikai doesnāt change, does it? Wonāt it have similar results?ā
āNo, that isnāt the case,ā I shook my head. āThis industry isnāt that simple. Though a lot of fans of the genre exist, there are only few fans who will follow an author personally, and a lot of these probably only really follow one series from said author. Just because itās the same author doesnāt mean that a series will sell just as well. Thereās been a lot of cases where a popular author releases their next work and it ends up a total flop.ā
āH-However, I really canāt write any more.ā
ā…That might be the case normally, but we shouldnāt rush things. Since the current series is ending, and weāre proposing a new one, we have to consult Shinozaki-san either way.ā
āThatā¦ is trueā¦ā
Suzuka wanted to argue against my reasoning, but she found herself unable to do so. She had decided to stop her current series so that I could succeed her as Towano Chikai with a new one. However, those are just our own circumstances. Light novels are created by both the author and the publisher. I knew very well that itāll all work out only if we work together. If you try to be pushy about these sorts of things, you might be excluded from the world of light novels right away.
That would end up betraying all of Towano Chikaiās current faithful readers. As a fellow fan myself, I canāt allow that to happen.
āWhat happened, Onii-chan?ā
ā…If we talk about this with Shinozaki-san, she might be willing to understand, but I think we have to do so in person, and not via email or a phone call.ā
āTh-Thatās rightā¦ Iāll join you when the time comes. Shinozaki-san and I tend to get along rather well, so Iām sure she will understand!ā
…Yeah, she said something very Shinozaki-san-like just nowā¦
ā…Ah! I will send her an email right away! Iāll ask if we can meet up in person because I have something important to talk about!ā Suzuka said and immediately dashed out of the room. I guess I could ask her over the phone later as well, but sheāll probably pick up on the fact that something is off.
…Or will she even understand us during this meeting? To the eyes of an outsider, this is just both of us being selfish. On top of that, we havenāt revealed that Suzuka isnāt actually the real Towano Chikai, so can we even convince her of it? And we canāt get her to agree to our proposal, what will happen?
Just thinking about it sent a shiver down my spine. Is this the kind of pressure that a professional light novel author has to deal with? Will I be able to live through this? …No, I guess since Iām the one whoās supposed to inherit the name āTowano Chikaiā, Iāll have toā¦
āOnii-chan! I got an email back!ā
āSo fast?! Wait, thereās a call coming?!ā
While I was lost in thought, Suzuka returned and my phone started vibrating, notifying me of an incoming call. Either way, now that Iāve decided to inherit the name of Towano Chikai, there was only one path to take. In order to grant Suzukaās wish of me becoming Towano Chikai, and to grant my own dream.
āH-Helloā¦ā
I steeled my resolve as Suzuka formed fists with her hands in anticipation. And then I answered the call.
*
āThat sure surprised me. I never thought that Towano Chikai would ask for a direct meeting like this.ā
The following day, Suzuka and I were sitting inside the main office of Sumeragi Publishing, inside the editorial departmentās meeting room to be precise, with Shinozaki-san in front of us.
ā…Iām sorry. It was pretty abrupt.ā
āWell, I donāt mind. Today is the 28th, so this is the final day of the year, but I consider myself lucky to be able to meet with you like this,ā Shinozaki-san said, putting down plastic cups with coffee in front of Suzuka and I.
āApologies that I had to come, too,ā Suzuka lowered her head.
āDonāt be. Sensei and Imouto-san are almost like one entity. I would never consider you a bother. I almost feel like thanking you for coming here as well,ā She said with a kind smile. āNow then—ā
The smile she had showed us quickly disappeared, and it was replaced by a serious expression. Normally, she seemed like a lax person who always bothered me with nonsensical calls at the worst times, but she had the gaze of a proper editor right now.
āSo what do you want to talk about? You mentioned that it was hard to talk about in your email and during our call.ā
āIt is indeed something very important,ā I answered with as much heaviness in my voice as I could.
Shinozaki-san narrowed her eyes to that. I took a deep breath and started saying what I had thought about yesterday.
āThe thing is, I would like to end my series in the next volume.ā
āWhat?ā Shinozaki-sanās eyebrow twitched in disbelief, but I continued.
āI had a certain change of heart which wonāt allow me to continue the series. Itās not that I donāt want to write it anymore, but more that I canāt. That being the case, I want to finish the series in the next volume.ā
ā…That sure is abrupt.ā
Of course it was. I wouldnāt be surprised if Shinozaki-san was enraged to hear this. However, to my relief, she kept her gaze as sleepy and nonchalant as she always did.
āWhat exactly is that change of heart about? Could I hear the details?ā
ā…No, thatās something very personal, so I canāt disclose it. I just want you to believe me when I say that this decision wasnāt made lightly. Itās not like I started hating writing itself, either. Not in the slightest. I just became unable to write on the series anymoreā¦. So please believe meā¦!ā
Even I was aware that it was a half-hearted explanation. But I couldnāt tell her the truth. About how Suzuka and I had confessed to each other, and how Suzuka is the actual Towano Chikai. That I would inherit the name of Towano Chikai as well. They were all our secrets.
āI never said I didnāt believe you,ā Shinozaki-san calmly responded. āI told you before. Light novels arenāt something made with a machine, they are born from direct contact with an authorās heart. So if the author says he canāt write anymore, thereās no use in forcing them to continue.ā
…Thatās probably the correct way to approach it. Forcing someone to write something would only produce something mediocre.
āIām fairly certain that what youāre saying is the truth. Because of some unforeseen reason, youāve become unable to work on your current series, and youāve lost your passion for it. But you must understand that I canāt just say something complacent like āIs that so? I understandā, right?ā
I just silently nodded. I was fully expecting this reaction.
āFirst, I want to know the reason. Why did you suddenly start feeling that way? You mentioned that you couldnāt go into much detail, but if possible tell me everything you can.ā
ā…Yes. If I had to say it in one phrase, then all Iām able to write in this series has already been done. The goal I had when I had started writing this series has now been taken care of. That would be the best way to describe it.ā
This is exactly what Suzuka had said. She put her feelings for me into this novel. And now that her feelings have reached me, she canāt write this story any more.
āI see, I really canāt think of anything that would cause that to be the case, but thatās Senseiās problem. The one thing I am a bit worried about is that Sensei will end up being unable to write little sister novels.ā
āNo, thatās definitely not true.ā I immediately and confidently denied Shinozaki-sanās assumption.
My feelings and passion towards little sister novels—No, little sisters in general—have not vanished in the slightest. Rather, with recent events, they have only gotten stronger. However, therein lies the difference. These are my feelings, but not Towano Chikaiās, or in other words Suzukaās. Iām sure Suzukaās passion hasnāt disappeared, either, but she has at the very least lost the reason to write this in her novels.
ā…Hmm, so you havenāt lost your burning passion for little sister novels, but you finished what you set out to do in this series, and you want to end it now,ā Almost as if she had grasped my intentions, Shinozaki-san started muttering to herself.
However, she continued speaking with a clear tone.
āI understand what you want to say. So let me start with my side. In short, I really canāt approve of this. Your series is as popular as it has been after the first volume, and I canāt see any reason for it to end this early. Then again, this is all I can say. I canāt force you to continue writing,ā Shinozaki-san said, taking a sip from her coffee.
ā…Iām sorry. I know that what Iām saying sounds selfishā¦ā
āAnd?ā
āEh?ā
āThereās something else you wanted to talk about, right? You had a reason to end the current series, because you finished what you set out to do. Is that all?ā
As expected from her, she caught on to it. When I mentally prepared myself to bring up the main part of our conversation, I realized that Suzuka was looking at me, slightly worried. I gave her a comforting smile, telling her with a gaze that everything was going to be fine, and turned around towards Shinozaki-san again.
ā…Yes. Thatās the main reason why I wanted to talk with you. I want to finish the current series with my next volume, and after that I want to start working on a new series,ā I said with as much of a serious gaze as I could muster.
ā…Well, I guess this is how things would normally turn out,ā she said. She closed her eyes, lost in thought. āTowano-sensei is our current star. If you were to end your current series, we would give the green light for a new one. Actually, itās more like we should ask you to do so.ā
āTh-Then, does this mean that youāll consider our wish?ā Suzuka, who had kept quiet this whole time, asked Shinozaki-san.
However, Shinozaki-san didnāt answer. Instead, she slowly opened her eyes to look at me.
āIs there really no way for you to reconsider your decision concerning your current series?ā
ā…Iām sorryā¦ā
My—No, our—response had already been decided, so there was no need to rethink it now. Of course, I did feel bad for Shinozaki-san. We had deceived her from the very beginning, and now weāre bothering her even more.
ā……I understand. Though it pains me to end it already, now that Sensei has made up his mind on this, I wonāt push the matter any further. Hence, I will follow the procedure to end āThe story of a little sister who loves her big brother way too much to copeā in the next volume.ā
āāThank you very much.āā
Both Suzuka and I bowed to Shinozaki-san in gratitude. And even that probably wasnāt enough.
āItās still too early to thank me, Sensei.ā
However, Shinozaki-sanās words made us both raise our heads.
āI only agreed to end your current series. Half of your request is left unanswered.ā
āHalf of our requestā¦ā
āIām talking about your new series, of course.ā
After letting out a faint sigh, Shinozaki-san continued.
āAs things stand, you would be ending your series rather abruptly. As a result, a lot of readers would probably think this ending was unnatural, am I right?ā
Both Suzuka and I nodded.
āBasically, even if you write a new series, it would be obvious that you had finished your current series early to start that one. In order to overcome any possible conflicts or disappointments, your future series has to be even better than your current one, you understand?ā She took another sip of her coffee.
As things stood, Shinozaki-sanās argument was perfectly reasonable. If the new series didnāt surpass the current series, it would be a total disaster. In both the eyes of the readers, as well as the publisher. That was exactly the reaction I was expecting. However—
ā…Could you have a look at this?ā
ā…What is this?ā
I took out a manuscript and handed it to Shinozaki-san. She narrowed her eyes at it.
āIt is a manuscript I wrote to get a better feel for a possible new series. Naturally, it would be a little sister romcomā¦ I brought this here to show you how determined I am about this new series.ā
In other words, it was the manuscript for my own novel. The one that had won the light novel grand prize—a novel that showed my everything. I will follow in Towano Chikaiās footsteps. That means that I have to create a series even better than the current one. All of this starts by satisfying my editor like this. Hence my need for Shinozaki-san to see this manuscript.
ā…I see. You sure are prepared,ā She accepted the manuscript with a faint smile. āThis will take a bit…maybe ten minutes, so feel free to take a quick break.ā
āNo, we can wait here until youāre finished. But will it really only take ten minutes?ā
āNot nearly enough to fully taste the novel, but it should be enough to guess if the novel is something worth considering or not.ā Shinozaki-san said as she started going through the pages, focusing entirely on reading.
All Suzuka and I could do was watch over her in silence, wondering what kind of judgement she would give. Just thinking about that left us unable to tear our eyes away.
āPhewā¦ā
Time passed quickly, and Shinozaki-san finally put the manuscript down on the desk, letting out a long breath.
āH-How was it?ā I asked, feeling the sweat beading up on my palms.
āTo cut it short, this oneās no good,ā Shinozaki-san said, as calmly as ever.
When I heard this, I felt all the strength leave my body.
āW-Why?!ā I asked.
Suzuka also frantically spoke up. āPlease give us a proper explanation!ā she desperately pleaded.
āEven if you ask for an explanationā¦ In terms of what I previously mentioned, this novel cannot surpass your current series.ā
āT-This novel was not meant as a direct successor to the current series! It was just a test. For the actual novel, Onii-chan will make something even better, right, Onii-chan?!ā
This time Suzuka leaned in towards me, asking for approval. Itās true that I wasnāt planning on making this novel the start of a new series. It was just to have Shinozaki-san see my skill. It already won the grand prize with another publisher, so I couldnāt just publish it under Sumeragi Publishing now, and I was never expecting her to be satisfied with this.
…But, from the way Shinozaki-san had put it, the problem wasnāt with the novel itself. Rather, a particular part of it wasnāt satisfying enough.
āWeāre not talking about that, Imouto-san. What I found problematic with this is that the passion and charm—things that entice the readers—are very much lacking.ā
āTh-That is ridiculous! After all, this novel—ā Suzuka said, but swallowed her breath.
She probably wanted to say that this novel had won the grand prize with another publisher, but realized she couldnāt say that.
āA-Anyway, in my opinion, this novel is beautifully written! Not from a little sisterās point of view, but an objective view. I can confidently say that this novel is one of the better ones Iāve read! And now youāre saying that itās not nearly enough?!ā Suzuka was brimming with rage as she protested.
āApologies, Imouto-san. It seems like you misunderstood what I said. What I wanted to say is that this canāt compare to Senseiās current series.ā Shinozaki-sanās expression didnāt change as she continued. āJust as you say, if you just look at this novel as it is, itās really well written. If you were to send this in for a light novel contest here at our publisher, thereās a high chance it would at least make it into the final round.ā
āTh-Then—ā
Suzuka saw a glimmer of hope and started trying to argue again, but was quickly shot down by Shinozaki-san. āHowever, itās still a problem, Imouto-san. Weāre currently talking about a new series from Towano Chikai.ā
ā…What do you mean?ā
āLet us say that this manuscript came from someone entirely unrelated to Towano Chikai. If that were the case, I would go look for an illustrator immediately and try to publish the novel. That is how wonderful this novel is. But the fact that this is from no one other but Towano Chikai changes everything. We have to keep the quality of his novels on a certain level.ā
āN-No wayā¦ā Suzuka heard this and swallowed her breath.
āListen, Imouto-san. You might not be too familiar with it, but Towano Chikai is something like a legendary figure in the business. He cannot be compared to any other author. Senseiās novel had an unbelievable and unmatchable passion burned into it. This charmed countless readers, turning this series into such a great hit. And his next series has to overcome that.ā
āHoweverā¦ā Shinozaki-san continued as she dropped her gaze towards the manuscript on the table.
āThe passion I felt from this novel here is nearly not enough. At the level it is now, it canāt even surpass Senseiās current series. This cannot be the successor.ā
āThatā¦! This novel has all of Onii-chanās feelings packed inside of it! Canāt you feel them, Shinozaki-san?!ā
āI can. It is full of love towards little sisters. But it didnāt have as much impact as I felt the first time I read Senseiās novel.ā
For the first time, Shinozaki-sanās expression changed, and she narrowed her eyes, almost as if she was feeling bitter.
ā…To be honest, it really is a shame.ā
āW-What is?ā
āWhen I first met Sensei, I truly thought he was a genius. Naturally, I still do. But thinking that this is the best he could do for a new series does make me feel a bit sad. Maybe genius really is only a short-lived thing?ā Shinozaki-san grit her teeth.
In response, Suzuka shook her head.
āI-I donāt understand what you mean to tell me.ā
āWeāve had countless big hits in the past that completely went above and beyond everything else. They all stayed behind as legends in the light novel history. Of course, Senseiās novel is one of them. The authors who had left behind these works were truly blessed with talent.ā
āA-And what does that have to do with anything?ā
āThis isnāt something you can take for granted. Authors who have magnificent talent are able to write wonderful novels—that makes the job of being a light novel editor all the easier. If not, a lot of hard work awaits.ā
ā……?ā Suzuka doesnāt seem to have grasped what Shinozaki-san was trying to say, and she tilted her head in confusion.
āTo be frank, authors who have this talent should only produce great hits, if you follow this logic. However, thatās not possible in reality. Even an author who creates an amazing, one-in-a-million novel often suffers with a not-nearly-as-popular series after that. In other words, even if you try to create a big hit of a novel, it isnāt just 100% consistent with the authorās talent. Itās also heavily reliant and influenced by time and luck.ā
āTh-That does make sense.ā
āDoesnāt it?ā Shinozaki-san nodded. ā…However, I assumed that Sensei was different.ā Shinozaki-san said this with a saddened smile as she looked towards me. āNo, it might be more correct to say that I wanted to think that. The first time I read Senseiās novel, I received a shock so strong that I thought my heart was going to stop beating. This love towards little sisters just grabs your heart and doesnāt let go. I thought that this person had to be a genius. At the very least when it came to little sister novels.ā
āTh-Thank youā¦ā Suzuka still seemed a bit dissatisfied, and she averted her gaze.
āAt the same time, I thought that the genius and talent of this person was different, that it was special. That it wouldnāt just stop with a novel, and that it would be the exact same with every little sister novel that would follow. I thought that this person possessed genuine talent.ā Shinozaki-san continued her monologue with a pained smile. āHowever, I guess that this was just a feeble fantasy of mine. But thatās just how reality works. I just idolized Sensei, and got hopes up all on my own. Now I feel like an idiotā¦ My apologies.ā Shinozaki-san lowered her head.
āThinking back to it, I said some really inappropriate things, I apologize. I just donāt want you to think that I think other authors, or even Sensei, are idiots. I just hoped that there would be an author who appeared who was blessed by the gods with writing talent. And I thought that I had seen this chance in Sensei. But that wasn’t the case. Your first work just blinded my eyes so much that I wanted to believe.ā
āShinozaki-sanā¦ā
Suzuka looked a bit confused as to how to react. She just stared at Shinozaki-sanās defeated expression.
āAnyway, I just wanted to say that Senseiās first novel had this much of an impact on me.ā Shinozaki-san said and once again tightened her expression. āBut thatās exactly why Iām saying that your new series has to overcome the current one. So much that I donāt even know how to achieve this. At the very least, not with the manuscript you showed me. That being saidā¦ Do you still wish to stop your current series?ā
Shinozaki-san asked me once again to make sure. I had kept quiet for a bit, thinking it through, but I still nodded. Because Suzuka didnāt look like she had given up at all.
ā…Really, what a troublesome talk on the final day of work for the year. What should I do about thisā¦?ā Shinozaki-san scratched her head.
I knew that this was just us being selfish, but that didnāt mean weād give up this easily. Because this was the only method we could take.
āI-I wonāt accept this!ā Suzuka once again tried to revolt. āI can understand this talk of the following series needing to be even better than the current one, but arenāt you praising the current serious a bit too much?ā
āThatās not the case. Itās true that a lot of it is my personal feelings, but taking the reviews and sales into consideration, Iām not alone on this.ā
āT-Then isnāt the whole idea that this new series has to overcome the current one a bit ridiculous? You just said that even an author who writes an insanely popular series canāt produce something equal again, didnāt you, Shinozaki-san? You said that this novel is of enough high quality that you could publish it immediately, right? Isnāt this enough for Onii-chanās new series?ā
āYou have a point there, but that isnāt as ambitious as I was hoping for. At the very least, an author should always strive to make his next work even more interesting than his current, or past, one. Thatās completely unrelated to the authorās talent. But disregarding this premise, I guess it would be fine to focus only on the quality.ā
āR-Right?ā
āThat being said, Iāve mentioned this many times now. That would only work with any other author besides Sensei. The impact from Senseiās first novel was immense. This will result in the expectations for his next series being even higher. Disappointing the readers in such a way could prove fatal for an author. You donāt want this to happen to you, right?ā
āH-Howeverā¦ā
āAnd also, the way the current series would have to end is the biggest problem. It would take a lot of effort for the series to end in a satisfying way, and just cutting it off right here would definitely end badly.ā
āHowever, it canāt be helped if he canāt write anymore!ā
āWe have circumstances we need to think of from our side as well, and canāt betray the readers like that.ā
āTh-Then, what else should we do? The ending of the current series has already been decided!ā
āThat being said, pushing out a new series right away is still probably not for the best.ā
āThatāsā¦!ā
Suzuka and Shinozaki-san started exchanging harsh words. Suzuka was adamant that I should inherit the name of Towano Chikai, and was trying her hardest to get permission from Shinozaki-san for me to release a new series right away.
Shinozaki-san for her part was making logical counterarguments. And they werenāt weak arguments, either. They showed her knowledge and experience as an editor.
Meanwhile, I was just watching their exchange in silence. It was like I was just another spectator. Oddly enough, I havenāt spoken a word for a while now, so it canāt help it if someone walks past and thinks Iām not involved in the discussion.
However, Iāve been thinking this entire time. I was thinking about the conversation between Suzuka and Shinozaki-san. Their words kept repeating endlessly in my mind as I looked for what I could do in this situation.
…I canāt argue against Shinozaki-san. That the new series has to be better and even more popular than the current one. That wasnāt a rule, but more like a stance an author should hold towards his readers. And sheās saying that she canāt see that vision after reading my manuscript. That shows how highly she values Suzukaās novel. And that has brought us to the reality of how difficult it is to write a new series.
I couldnāt argue against any of her comments. I just felt myself pushed back by the weight of them. The strongest one that remained in my mind was her confession. She was hoping for someone to appear who could create something interesting unrelated to time and luck. She had found Towano Chikaiās novel and believed that the author possessed this genuine talent. That was just how great Suzukaās novel seemed to her.
However, once she read my manuscript, she realized that this was just a pipe dream. That she was just telling herself lies, and she smiled in a sad way.
…I donāt know if I really possess such genuine talent. But, at the very least, this means that Shinozaki-san saw something in Suzukaās novel that she didnāt see in mine. Or in other words, that I donāt have the right to succeed the name of Towano Chikai.
ā…! ā¦ā¦?!ā
ā……? ā¦… ā
While I was focused on my own thoughts, the debate between Suzuka and Shinozaki-san continued. Suzuka believed that I had the skill to follow in her footsteps as Towano Chikai. Thatās why sheās so desperately fighting against Shinozaki-sanās judgment, fighting so that I can have my dream granted.
I should be the one to do that. Work towards my dream myself, not letting anybody else take hits for meā¦ But here I was, not moving an inch. Instead, I became painfully aware of a certain fact.
The difference of genius.
The wall between me and Suzuka. Something that I might not be able to overcome. In order to fulfill my dream, as well as Suzukaās wish, I have to become Towano Chikai, but that might actually be impossible. The reality I had tried to avoid, that I had averted my eyes from all this time, was now coming back to haunt me. Maybe I really canāt become Towano Chikai after allā¦?
—I am not a genius.
ā…!ā
At that moment, Suzukaās words came back to mind.
—All I had were my feelings for you. No talent whatsoever. If I donāt put any more feelings for Onii-chan in there, I canāt write.
These words she said to me when she told me her wish. Thinking back to it, she said from the very start that she didnāt have any talent. Then why was she able to write such a fantastic novel? She had also explained that countless times.
—The novel is written with my feelings for Onii-chan.
Yeah, that was what Suzuka said. She said that she was able to write it not because of her talent, but because of her feelings. Her feelings towards me had created this novel. Suzuka had been saying that the entire time.
Then that meansā¦?
Shinozaki-san said that my novel was no good like this. That she didnāt feel the same passion as she felt from Suzukaās. And this passion basically consisted of Suzukaās feelings for me.
I put all my feelings for Suzuka into this little sister novel. But that still wasnāt enough for her to feel any impact from my novel. Isnāt she basically sayingā¦
That, compared to Suzukaās feelings for me, my feelings for Suzuka are significantly weakerā¦?
ā……ā
The instant I arrived at this conclusion, I felt my head go completely blank. This feeling of weakness and being lost vanished, and my ability to think calmly returned. All that was left in my brain was something burning strong, hiding in the shadows. At first, I was at a loss as to what it could be, but it grew firm and finally became visible as clear as day.
—Donāt joke with me.
It wasnāt anger. It was the desire not to lose.
Donāt joke with me. I wonāt accept that. As if I would ever accept that. Thoughts like these took turns spinning around inside of my head, dancing like a storm.
…My feelings are weaker than Suzukaāsā¦?
…She canāt feel the same passion from what is essentially my feelings put into novel formā¦?
…The two of us are a couple, one existence, consisting of the two of us. And yet Iām supposed to be the loser in thisā¦?
Are you joking?! As if I would accept that?!
ā…Stop jokingā¦!ā I told myself, my hands forming fists in anger.
…I love Suzuka. From the bottom of my heart. I canāt live without her.
…I have confidence that these feelings canāt lose against anyone elseās. No matter the situation, I can declare that proudly.
…Even if that person is Suzuka herself, with her feelings towards me. No matter how much she loves me, I love her even more than that. I treasure her more than my own life.
And yetā¦! And yetā¦!
Shinozaki-san said that my feelings were lacking. That they were too weak, that I lacked passion. That I wouldnāt be qualified to inherit Suzukaās feelings.
…I see, I see. Well, when it comes to raw talent and genius, I really canāt say anything back at that. If thatās all it took, I would have no right to inherit the name of Towano Chikai. But weāre not talking about talent, nor are we talking about genius. We are talking about feelings and emotions. And Shinozaki-san has the wrong idea about this.
She doesnāt know what kind of genius Towano Chikai is. Not with light novels, nor with specific little sister novels. It is a genius produced by how much you love someone. Itās a genius that turns the feelings you have for them into a story. It gives them shape. Itās the genius of unprecedented feelings.
Naturally, I donāt mean to lose when it comes to my feelings. Not even against my own beloved little sister, Suzuka. Thatās why I canāt retreat from here, no matter the cost!
āShinozaki-san, would you hear me out?ā
After taking a deep breath, I broke the silence that I had stayed in.
āHmā¦?ā
āO-Onii-chan?ā
Because I suddenly spoke up, Suzuka and Shinozaki-san both looked over at me with surprise. That being said, my head was as clear as a sunny summer sky.
ā…What you are saying is probably perfectly reasonable, Shinozaki-san. And if you feel anxious about the new series after reading this manuscript I brought you, then I will understand.ā
āOnii-chan?! What are you—ā
Suzuka must have been worried about wat I was saying, but I just waved my hand at her dismissively and turned towards Shinozaki-san.
āHowever, my decision to create a new series is still set in stone. Even if you yourself werenāt waiting for it, I will create a new work that is worthy of the name Towano Chikai.ā My gaze didnāt waver at all. I stared straight at Shinozaki-san.
She didnāt show any signs of wavering, either.
ā…I like that enthusiasm, Sensei. However, words donāt count much in this industry. This alone isnāt enough to give me a peace of mind.ā
Of course, I wasnāt expecting this to be enough to change her mind. Iām sure there are many things in this world that canāt be changed even after showing such strong conviction.
But—Even so, I will not step down.
ā…Shinozaki-san, you really praised Towano Chikaiās novel, didnāt you? You called it a monumental work. Unprecedented, even.ā
ā…Yes, and I donāt believe that such expressions are an exaggeration. I donāt think another novel like this will appear anytime soon. Thatās just how magnificent your work is.ā Shinozaki-san answered with no hesitation.
ā…Thank you very much. Iām happy that you think about it in such high regard, but to be honest, this novel was my work, but it wasnāt mine alone.ā
āO-Onii-chan?ā Suzuka panicked even further.
She must have been at a loss as to what I was saying, but I didnāt have the time to explain it to her.
ā…What exactly do you mean by that?ā
ā…If I had to put it in words, then I guess I was spoiled by my little sisterās love.ā
āYour little sisterās love?ā
āYes. I wrote this novel like I was in a daze, like I had lost myself. I wrote this novel with the feelings I had bottled inside of me, putting it in the form of what you readā¦ But I wasnāt thinking anything in particular during that time. I was just satisfied that I was able to put my feelings into words.ā
āFrom the sounds of it, you think differently now.ā
āYes, thinking back to it, I wasnāt sure what those feelings of mine really were. I hadnāt paid any attention to it.ā
Suzuka had been listening for a while now, looking at me in a daze. Her expression was saying that she had no idea what was happening, and I couldnāt blame her for that. After all, Suzuka was the one who wrote the novel, not me, so talking about her feelings should be impossible for me.
…Even so, I have to keep going. The two of us are one author, and as the one who will inherit Towano Chikaiās name, I had to put it into words like what the real Towano Chikai would say.
ā…And what kind of feelings are we talking about here?ā
Shinozaki-san didnāt seem perturbed at all by this sudden topic change, and she was listening to me with a serious gaze. Thatās why I answered as seriously as I could.
āJust as I said, I realized that I have been spoiled by my little sisterās love. My little sister loved me, which then turned into this story.ā
āO-Onii-cha—ā Suzukaās face went beet red, but I continued.
āI accepted this love, and I wrote a light novel. Thanks to some good luck, it turned into a big hit, and I became the legendary light novel author Towano Chikai.ā
āWhat a wonderful story. I have to be thankful that you have such a little sister.ā
āYou can say that again. But thatās not what Iām talking about right now.ā
āWhat are you talking about, then?ā
ā…I guess you could say that I didnāt write this novel with my own strength, but rather by borrowing my little sisterās.ā
Shinozaki-san raised one eyebrow. She probably didnāt follow.
āIn short, I was able to write this novel thanks to the love given by my little sister. All I did was put that into novel form. Hence, this novel is my own, but also not my own. That being said—ā I continued, this time speaking with the true words of Towano Chikai.
ā…From now on, this wonāt do.ā
ā…What exactly do you mean?ā
āUntil now, I was able to write light novels thanks to this love. I never once doubted thatā¦ But I realized that this was insufficient, which is why I want to start a new series.ā
āWhat is insufficient about it?ā
āIāve written enough about love from a little sister to an older brother. But what if we were to write the opposite, and mention the love from an older brother to a little sister?ā
Shinozaki-san narrowed her eyes slightly.
āI assumed this was what you were showing in your current novel?ā
āIām happy that you feel that way, but I for one disagree. The novel weighed heavily to the little sisterās side. But I started thinking that this was not enough.ā
Now I put my honest feelings directly into words. These words were what made me Towano Chikai.
ā…From now on, it canāt just focus on the little sisterās love. I want to write the older brotherās—My own—love as well. Thatās why I have to write a new series no matter whatā¦!ā
I pull all my energy into my following words.
ā…With that in mind, I wrote this manuscript. You thought this one was not enough, and I donāt intend to disregard this judgement. It probably was because I hadnāt put enough passion in itā¦ā
However.
āIt might not be enough right now, but one day, I will definitely create something that can surpass the current series!ā
ā…What basis do you have that I can trust in your words?ā
I couldnāt stop anymore.
āIā¦! My feelings towards little sisters will not lose against anyone! I can proudly announce that I love little sisters the most in the entire world!ā
…Thatās right, I love Suzuka the most in the entire world. If I was asked if I could write the greatest light novel there is, then that answer would be no. I donāt have any confidence in that, and neither do I possess the talent for it.
But, if someone asked if I loved little sisters, if I loved Suzuka the most out of everybody, then I could give an immediate response. Thatās why I could say this. If we talk purely about feelings in novelized form, then I definitely will not lose. I will catch up no matter what.
āI will write a series that will overcome my current series! I will write the greatest little sister novel that the world has ever seen!!ā
I announced it loudly, with no restraint. Following that, the room fell into silence, and the only thing that could be heard was me as I gasped for air. I turned my head towards Shinozaki-san and bowed.
ā…So I beg you, Shinozaki-sanā¦! Please help me fulfill my wishā¦!ā I asked her from the bottom of my heart.
For a while, I just kept my eyes closed and my head lowered. I didnāt know how much time passed like that. It might have been a moment, or it might have been quite a long period of time. But, eventually, I heard something like a sigh that sounded like it came from Shinozaki-san.
āRaise your head already, Sensei.ā
This time, I heard her clearly, so I slowly lifted my head.
ā…Haah, for crying out loud. Why does this have to happen the final day before holidays?ā Shinozaki-san said, shrugging her shoulders.
āThatāsā¦ I really feel bad for bothering you like thisā¦ā
āThatās not it, Sensei.ā
āEh?ā
I tried to apologize again, but Shinozaki-san stopped me.
āI told you before that you were the first author I was responsible for, didnāt I? And, in this year and a half so far, there was always one thing I thought.ā
āW-What might that be?ā
ā…That you are an easy fellow.ā
ā…Huh? Easy?ā
I was at a loss as to what Shinozaki-san had been talking about. But she just continued without paying my confusion any mind.
āBeing an editor for an author is normally a lot of work. You have to check the manuscript, point out the bad parts, and send it back. While you read through the bad parts, you have to consider options about how you could improve it and keep the flow going. Though thereās times when things improve after that, a lot of the times this process repeats itself over and over. Besides that, you also have to oversee the illustrations, plan of the schedule, and other things. You have to do this with rather complicated authors, so it can take a lot of time depending on the person.ā
āO-Okay.ā
Itās not like I didnāt understand how hard the life of an editor could be, but why is she bringing that up now?
āThatās how I can say that Sensei was a fairly easy person to deal with. The first draft of the manuscript was almost perfect the first time almost always, and there were no real things to complain about. There were just small nitpicks here and there. You basically always finished the manuscript before the deadline, so thereās really no schedule to have to worry about. Itās true that you missed the first deadline in the very beginning, but you sent in the manuscript the very next day. That was the amount of trouble we had, and nothing really bad ever happened. You were almost like an honor student.ā
āTh-Thanksā¦?ā
āThis was my first time as an editor. Iāve had others after you, and Iāve had a lot of trouble with them. Some of them really wear me out. In a certain sense, you were troublesome because you didnāt allow me to hone my skills in the slightest.ā Shinozaki-san snickered to herself.
āU-Um, and what does this have to do with anythingā¦?ā I asked.
ā…But, sadly things canāt stay like that forever. Not to mention this is the final day of the year, so it might have been overdue.ā
āEh?ā
āBasically, this might be the first time I actually have to do work as Towano Chikaiās editor—No, the first time I can work.ā
Shinozaki-san seemed relieved for some reason. However, I felt a glimmer of hope in her words.
āS-So that meansā¦!ā I leaned forward towards Shinozaki-san.
ā…Normally, a novel is something created with both the author and editor working in cooperation. That was never necessary until now. However, it seems like the time has come.ā
āT-Thank you very muchā¦!ā When I heard this, I lowered my head.
This time, it wasnāt a gesture of apology, but rather of gratitude. She had just said that she would help me with my new series. That might be a natural thing for an editor to do, but considering how much bother we put her through, I canāt help but feel thankful.
āReally, thank you so muchā¦! Weāre bothering you with the current series already, and you even give in to my selfishnessā¦!ā
Shinozaki-san gave a bitter smile. āStop it already. How could I not help after hearing all of that? On top of that, after seeing Imouto-san like this, I would have cursed myself if I sent you home with nothing.ā
āLike what?ā I turned my head and looked over at Suzuka. āWah?! Suzuka?!ā
ā…He…fu…nyaa…hauuuā¦ā
Not just her face, but her entire body seemed to have turned red, and her eyes were spinning in their sockets.
ā…L-Loveā¦! O-Onii-chan…loves…m-meā¦! T-The most…in the entire worldā¦! Ehe, ehehe, eheheheheā¦!ā
āHey?!ā
Suzuka collapsed onto my shoulder, grabbing my clothes and rubbing her head against my chest.
āP-Pull yourself together! What happened to you?!ā
āI mean, after that declaration…No, it would be more accurate to call it a confession, I guess? Anybody would end up like that,ā Shinozaki-san said with a grin.
When I heard this, I thought back to all the things I had said, and I started blushing as well. I got a bit carried away, didnāt I?!
āBut that is a weight off my back.ā
āEh? W-What do you mean?ā
āAfter seeing how Sensei and Imouto-san are acting, I want to believe your declaration just now. If I saw such a scene in a light novel, Iād definitely want to read more…You two really are the best siblings out there.ā Shinozaki-san said, smiling gleefully.
I felt the embarrassment washing away, and I joined in with a smile of my own.
ā…Now, then.ā
Shinozaki-sanās smile quickly vanished, and she let out a sigh. āAfter saying something like that, Iāll make sure you write a series that can beat the current one, Sensei.ā
āYes,ā I said, nodding confidently.
I canāt betray Suzukaās feelings.
āEither way, Iāll have you start working immediately. Focus on the plot, and send it to me as quickly as possible. Iāll have a look at it over New Yearās.ā
āPlease do. And thank you.ā
āThereās no need to thank me. Things are just getting interesting. Iāll have you working overtime as well—or so Iād like to say, butā¦ā Shinozaki-san grinned. āFor today, go and flirt to your heartās content with that little sister of yours. Itāll surely come in handy for your work ahead.ā
With that, this ridiculous editor finally started acting as usual again.
*
āPhewā¦ my face is still burning upā¦ā
We were on the way home from Sumeragi Publishing. Suzuka was fanning her face with her hands, and although she looked a lot better than she did before, I could still tell that her face was flushed. Suzuka is the cutest when sheās like this.
āU-Umā¦ Iām glad that Shinozaki-san agreed in the end.ā
āYeah. We sure bothered her a lot with our demands. But she still agreed to it in the endā¦ I Guess we were lucky.ā
āN-No, Iām sure that Onii-chanās words moved her heartā¦ A-And, about thatā¦ā
Suzuka started fidgeting, putting her index fingers together as she looked up at me.
āA-About thatā¦ c-confessionā¦!ā
āUghā¦ā
Confession. That word alone caused me to blush furiously. I had blurted out so many embarrassing things during our meeting.
āW-What was that confession about? Th-That you couldnāt be spoiled by your little sisterās love anymoreā¦ I was really surprised when you said that, you know.ā
āWā¦ W-Well, you knowā¦ you can probably tell even without having me to spell it outā¦ā
āI-I want to hear it directly from Onii-chanās mouth!ā Suzuka approached me with a sulking expression.
How could I ever say no if my adorable little sister asked like this?
ā…Th-The thing is, when I was told that my novel, which I put all my feelings and emotions into, is inferior to yours, which was written the same way, I just became so angryā¦ A-All I wanted to do was say that my feelings for you are even stronger!ā I found myself yelling as if it would cause this hell to end sooner.
Of course, it was as plain as day that I was just trying to hide my embarrassment.
āWhaā¦ Whatās that supposed to mean?!ā Suzukaās face blushed red yet again as she flew into a rage.
āY-Youāre saying that my feelings for Onii-chan are weaker than your feelings for me? Is that what the confession was about?!ā
āY-Yeah. After all, I love you much more, anyway.ā
āI-I wonāt stand for that! I desire an amendment! My feelings for you are much stronger! I know it!ā
āNo no no, the moment I became a living creature, I already treasured you the most.ā
āW-Well, I was born this way! No, I loved Onii-chan even before I was born, so itās my win!ā
āThe heck is with that?! That doesnāt even make sense!ā
āI-Itās the truth, so it canāt be helped. And since thatās how it is, Onii-chan will not be able to beat my current series with your new series!ā
āI thought you were supporting me?!ā
āThis and that are different!ā
An awfully embarrassing conversation went up into the winter sky. The two of us kept going on like that for a while afterwards, completely forgetting about the cold. Eventually, we grew quiet.
ā…Haha, weāre doing the same thing from before again.ā
ā…Fufu, yes we are.ā
We looked at each other, laughing at our stupidity. Yeah, the two of us really are idiots. In a lot of ways. We ended up as idiots because we love each other so much.
ā…Hey, Suzuka.ā
After laughing for a while, I spoke up, feeling refreshed.
āWhat is it, Onii-chan?ā
āWill you help me with my new series?ā
Suzuka heard my question and laughed.
āWell, thereās no way that your feelings would beat mine.ā
āUghā¦ youāre still going on that?ā
āBut I want to see just how far your feelings go, Onii-chan, so Iāll help you gladly,ā she said as she clung to my arm. āWhen you think about it, was there really a need to ask?ā
āWhat do you mean?ā
āThe two of us are Towano Chikai. Two people, one author. Why would I not help you with your new novel?ā
ā…Yeah, I guess that makes sense.ā
Itās just as Suzuka said. Towano Chikai is two people in one. It would make sense that two people would work together to create one novel.
ā…Thanks, Suzuka. I do have to write a novel that can live up to Shinozaki-sanās expectations, after all.ā
āIndeed. W-With you inheriting Towano Chikaiās name, letās show everyone in the world how lovey-dovey we can be!ā
āN-Now that you mention it, you became an author with that intention in mind, didnāt you?ā
āW-What about it? Is that not allowed?!ā Suzuka pouted with a red face, and I just shook my head with a smile.
āNo, of course not. Itās just as you said. We have to show off to the entire world.ā
āHow lovey-dovey and flirty we are, yes.ā Suzuka added. She smiled happily.
And then, she muttered something, almost sounded like she was saying it to herself.
ā…I never expected to have such happinessā¦ā
I agreed with her. But this isnāt where it ends. Weāll be even happier in the future. As long as we are Towano Chikai, we wonāt stop.
ā…Onii-chan, we definitely have to make this new series a wonderful novel.ā
āYeah, I promise Iāll give it my all, so look forward to it.ā
āYou are Towano Chikai, after all.ā Suzuka said. She clung to my arm even more tightly, smiling happily. āBut my feelings for you are still stronger, okay?ā
āYou sure donāt know when to stop.ā
With these words, we arrived at our home. While exchanging thoughts about the new road ahead of us.
Hmm… Child born when?
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Almost despaired for moment there when the new novel wasn’t accepted. I’m sure Yuu will write a novel that surpasses everyone’s expectations, with Suzuka helping by being lovey-dovey with him.
Thanks for translating!!!
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